purple_wings

hi sg,

today was bizarre... i woke up, groggy and not feeling very rested. hunter used my mouse all day to do some project on his computer --since his is broken and all. i really didn't have motivation to do anything today, not a thing. so i slpet... all day.... until i had to go to class. it sux cuz i slept all day yesterday for the same reason, lack of motivation. finally when i did get up, i got a sudden burst of motivation wanting to go back to davis for a while and see my old highschool cronies. i need space from hunter. so yeah, i'm leaving tomorrow morning. today i've felt kind of passive aggressive toward hunter... i really think i just don't like him anymore, although of course i still love him and i kinda think i want to break up, and soon, because i'm afraid i won't be able to salvage our friendship at all in any other way. so yeah, i donno. it's all confusing and i feel dissatisfied with life. too tired to write anymore now... need more sleep.

blah,

--natalie