hey world,
today went pretty well. i got up at a reasonable hour this morning and chilled with hunter and ian for a few hours. then i went downtown to this gay/lesbian/bi/trans place... it was like, a club/center/meeting place type thing. So yeah, picked up some free event flyers and resource info and met a few gay guys, lol. guess i'm gonna go to this...
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today went pretty well. i got up at a reasonable hour this morning and chilled with hunter and ian for a few hours. then i went downtown to this gay/lesbian/bi/trans place... it was like, a club/center/meeting place type thing. So yeah, picked up some free event flyers and resource info and met a few gay guys, lol. guess i'm gonna go to this...
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hi world,
not much going on today. i went to sociology... which i hadn't been to in a while and slept thru class, same as always. i mean, not every class, just that one morning class is so hard to get to.
went back to sleep and woke up and ian was here. he's still here now with hunter. i was kinda pissed that they...
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not much going on today. i went to sociology... which i hadn't been to in a while and slept thru class, same as always. i mean, not every class, just that one morning class is so hard to get to.
went back to sleep and woke up and ian was here. he's still here now with hunter. i was kinda pissed that they...
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thefreak:
Ooh, new cute profile pic! 
-TM
-TM
hi sg,
my days have been good so far. yesterday i got my money for the week from my parents for living expenses and that rocked cuz i was really scraping by this month --but i made it ::relief::
i talked to casey last night and found out she's 15! oh. my. god. how could this have happened? i'm in love with a child... jeez,...
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my days have been good so far. yesterday i got my money for the week from my parents for living expenses and that rocked cuz i was really scraping by this month --but i made it ::relief::
i talked to casey last night and found out she's 15! oh. my. god. how could this have happened? i'm in love with a child... jeez,...
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avantgarde:
We always want what we can't have.
helena:
i totally read you comment on my set all dyslexic like...and thought you said "awesome, like me!"
i almost died laughing.....either way...thank you. you are awesome!
i almost died laughing.....either way...thank you. you are awesome!
hello sg,
so, how's my world? goin' pretty good. everything's relaxed for once. hunter and i had a fight earlier today... i donno, whatever.
my piercing got infected so i put hydrogen peroxide on it. i know they say to never do that, but i've done it before with really bad infections and it noticeably helps (my body at least, i wouldn't recommend stuff the...
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so, how's my world? goin' pretty good. everything's relaxed for once. hunter and i had a fight earlier today... i donno, whatever.
my piercing got infected so i put hydrogen peroxide on it. i know they say to never do that, but i've done it before with really bad infections and it noticeably helps (my body at least, i wouldn't recommend stuff the...
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thefreak:
Yay laundry and girls! 
Boo infections and complexes!
-TM
Boo infections and complexes!
-TM
ancolie:
hello
thanx for your comment,
its always nice to hear,
and for your problem with girls, i know what it is, even if i love men, im deeply attracted by girls, but i think its because i love beauty and that women can be deeply beautifuls. but u know i don't think its a "sexual" stuff, (even if it is lol) we are kinda double, i mean, atrracted by men, and attracted by girls, coz Humans are complicated so we are made of several sensations and feelings and opinions, and taste etc
well its hard to explain in english but i'm sure you'll understand
see u
thanx for your comment,
its always nice to hear,
and for your problem with girls, i know what it is, even if i love men, im deeply attracted by girls, but i think its because i love beauty and that women can be deeply beautifuls. but u know i don't think its a "sexual" stuff, (even if it is lol) we are kinda double, i mean, atrracted by men, and attracted by girls, coz Humans are complicated so we are made of several sensations and feelings and opinions, and taste etc
well its hard to explain in english but i'm sure you'll understand
see u
yay!
i actually got the library packet done and turned in on time. w00t w00t! it only took me six hours...
so yeah, today i bought bondage rope and lube and flavored dental dams. haha, ashley wants me to use one of the dams on her, lol. perhaps... ::wink wink::
i also went to planned parenthood to see if i could get my expensive patch...
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i actually got the library packet done and turned in on time. w00t w00t! it only took me six hours...
so yeah, today i bought bondage rope and lube and flavored dental dams. haha, ashley wants me to use one of the dams on her, lol. perhaps... ::wink wink::
i also went to planned parenthood to see if i could get my expensive patch...
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thefreak:
Well, better $45 than a baby. Think of it that way.
Dental dams? What are those again?
Mmmm, Rice-A-Roni. It's the San Francisco treat, I hear.
Wow, I'm sorry for being such a fucking dork.
-TM
Dental dams? What are those again?
Mmmm, Rice-A-Roni. It's the San Francisco treat, I hear.
Wow, I'm sorry for being such a fucking dork.
-TM
hi world...
so, working on my library packet yesterday was such a fucking joke. i didn't get a thing done. i didn't even take it out of my backpack to be honest. i have amotivational syndrome ...from add and smoking too much pot all the time.
so yeah, i took my ritalin today, which i absolutely hate, but sometimes have to do for alertness on...
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so, working on my library packet yesterday was such a fucking joke. i didn't get a thing done. i didn't even take it out of my backpack to be honest. i have amotivational syndrome ...from add and smoking too much pot all the time.
so yeah, i took my ritalin today, which i absolutely hate, but sometimes have to do for alertness on...
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thefreak:
Ropes and anal, you say? Never had much experience w/either.
I would think where you're 18 and she's 17, even in Cali, you'd be all set. I can understand where you're coming from. Just seeing yourself in other people @once.
Ritalin up the nose? Never heard of that. Hmmm...
You may be "crazy borderline" but you're still friendly and cool as hell.
-TM
I would think where you're 18 and she's 17, even in Cali, you'd be all set. I can understand where you're coming from. Just seeing yourself in other people @once.
Ritalin up the nose? Never heard of that. Hmmm...
You may be "crazy borderline" but you're still friendly and cool as hell.
-TM
kovu:
good luck with Sgdom!! cant wait to see the set!
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asrai:
cute indeed!
thefreak:
It's......pink.
Cute of course, but it's.........pink.
-TM
Cute of course, but it's.........pink.
-TM
hello world,
what's up? today actually feels good. it's raining. i like the rain. it's uplifting for some reason... i guess because it feels like it washes away all my iniquities, lol.
so, the new monroe is working out well, although it kind of scrapes against my gum and teeth. some people report getting gum recession from it. i don't think i'll get that. they...
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what's up? today actually feels good. it's raining. i like the rain. it's uplifting for some reason... i guess because it feels like it washes away all my iniquities, lol.
so, the new monroe is working out well, although it kind of scrapes against my gum and teeth. some people report getting gum recession from it. i don't think i'll get that. they...
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thefreak:
I like rain, but not when its like 40-50 degrees out.
And I agree w/the only 5 fave sgs thing. Especially if I change a fave, I'm so afraid the former fave will hate me for life or something.
-TM
And I agree w/the only 5 fave sgs thing. Especially if I change a fave, I'm so afraid the former fave will hate me for life or something.
-TM
trucker_fiction:
wow, that's really cool... so what did you have to do to get your card?
hi sg,
so, here i am, back in santa cruz. yesterday was a little depressing... having to drive back and all, but i made good time. today's been cool so far. i spent the majority of my day waiting in staircase tattoo in line to get pierced. i ended up with the monroe piercing i've wanted for a long time but that everyone tells me...
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so, here i am, back in santa cruz. yesterday was a little depressing... having to drive back and all, but i made good time. today's been cool so far. i spent the majority of my day waiting in staircase tattoo in line to get pierced. i ended up with the monroe piercing i've wanted for a long time but that everyone tells me...
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lecia:
welcum to my list
avantgarde:
I think the luminescence brings out your eyes.
i update my damned journal too much! lol.
i wanted to write though tonight because i'm feeling kind of sad and nostalgic. tomorrow i go back to santa cruz. (i'm staying with my parents in the valley right now). it's not that i don't like sc or anything, it's great there. full of angry feminists like myself. it's just that, i donno, i have such...
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i wanted to write though tonight because i'm feeling kind of sad and nostalgic. tomorrow i go back to santa cruz. (i'm staying with my parents in the valley right now). it's not that i don't like sc or anything, it's great there. full of angry feminists like myself. it's just that, i donno, i have such...
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tat2dpunk:
im all with the stop smoking of pot. i think that is becuase i dont smoke the stuff myself and dont really understand why people do it. i just dont get the illeagal drugs thing. but more power to you and im sure you can if you want to. it just takes motovation.
avantgarde:
I don't have anything witty or intelligent to add, but I wanted you to know I do read all your journals and appreciate the insight into your life.
hi world...
argh argh argh... i talked to hunter on the phone today and he sounded so fucking adorable and said he missed me badly and wanted to see me tomorrow. i was happy to talk to him, actually. i'm so finnicky. i guess that's why i have borderline personality disorder..... yeah, whatever. so, maybe i won't break up with him? i donno. i guess...
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argh argh argh... i talked to hunter on the phone today and he sounded so fucking adorable and said he missed me badly and wanted to see me tomorrow. i was happy to talk to him, actually. i'm so finnicky. i guess that's why i have borderline personality disorder..... yeah, whatever. so, maybe i won't break up with him? i donno. i guess...
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thefreak:
Hmm, complicated like TV.
-TM
-TM
syntax:
Hello pretty lady!
Three cheers for angry liberals, and for smart girls who don't need college courses to prove that they're witty -- firefighting's far more worthy than any coursework I can imagine.
Three cheers for angry liberals, and for smart girls who don't need college courses to prove that they're witty -- firefighting's far more worthy than any coursework I can imagine.
hi world,
just a quick update... i'm writing from my parents' computer back here in good ol' davis and i'm having a fucking blast, lol.
chris and i went to the rage (a dance club) and that was fucking awesome. first club i've been to since i hit 18... i saw jeremy today working at lampost pizza. he must be like, 21 now? i donno....
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just a quick update... i'm writing from my parents' computer back here in good ol' davis and i'm having a fucking blast, lol.
chris and i went to the rage (a dance club) and that was fucking awesome. first club i've been to since i hit 18... i saw jeremy today working at lampost pizza. he must be like, 21 now? i donno.... Read More
thefreak:
Well, if it's for the best, than I wish you luck. I, sadly, am on the opposite coast, so I would not be able to...uh, woo you, or whatever it is guys do w/girls these days.
I have no clue, I'm single as hell.
-TM
I have no clue, I'm single as hell.
-TM
Have you, honestly, sat down w/Hunter and talked things over? It really sounds like that's what you need to do instead of suffering by yourself. Just think about it.
Hope you are well.
-TM