puritee

Anyone into astrology?? Im wondering what planet has entered into our orbit. I know you must think im crazy. YOur not the first. However its something I have been wondering for awhile. Talking about planets controling our moods, actions ,fate ,everything.can cause judgement. That I cant take ,however at this point who cares. The reality of what is going on in my world is making me crazy. I feel as if I have been sleeping for ages only to wake up to the worst nightmare yet. Im sooooooooooo depressed and my Dr wants me to take medications and i have, well only the good ones like xanax and adderal however i ususally give them away or go through them super fast only to be left in solitude in bed for days upon days. Im sick of it. I hosestly think that I need to find my center. I ve been lost for a long time. Just check out my hopeful set. It makes me sick I was so numb i cant remember the day. I think its an insult to the beautiful people I have met on this site. Im planning on resubmitting SOOn. Ya I did get f cked on candycrimsons shoot. Not her fault at all however it wasnt ment to be. Im going through this change. It started out with anger then led to me hiding from everyone- to me waking up. Im tired of being controled by medications. Meditation and the grass below my feet will work just fine. I also believe that the planets control our mental state. Im kinda ignorant to it so if anyone knows please teach me. Im still the same punkrock suicide hopeful you always knew, only now my eyes are open. TIME TO CHANGE> I have alot of beautiful things to show you................Just need a photog.

Darkest of kisses....................P If it keeps on raining................