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I want to meet some people from the site but I think I have some sort of social issues now. It's like I am almost afraid to meet people. What am i turning into?

In other news, I think I am going to get some kinky (yes!) intimacy later!!!!!
Hell Yeah, Bitches!
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mistress_m:
Good to meet ya.

wink
lilmissmorbid:
I was hoping to meet ya soon is that still on for the photoshoot? lemme know
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I just want you all to know that I am giving my depression the finger right now. Fuck being miserable.

I am fighting biggrin
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quixote327:
Yay for fighting the depression. I am hoping for the day you can just ignore the depression. smile
conoconuts:
see how easy that was and i didnt have to kick your ass!!!!! kiss
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I want to take a new set for PSW but....fuck, I think i am just lazy. It is so much easier to fantazise about it than it is to do it.

Today is unfurling it's dusty gray fog over me. I could stand a few days not feeling like I am on the bottom of a muddy shoe caught in the tread.

I hate living...
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freshlaundry:
You almost made an big fat F with smileys. For "FUCK!"

God, is everyone secretly unhappy or just people on this site? I got skills too and yet I'm working for my pops.

Check out the big brain on Brad.
trixel:
If I were there, I'd do a ridiculously silly dance for you in hopes of putting a smile on your face. If that didn't work, I'd offer you a lapdance. And if that didn't work, well *evil grin* I'd offer you whatever you wanted. kiss
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Today isn't so bad.

there needs to be an icon for an o.k. feeling

ooo aaa
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tryst:
why is it that I look up classy in the dictionary, and there was a picture of you? kiss
user02840824:
Thank you so much for stopping by my profile and commenting! I'm gald you enjoyed the story and the pics! blush blush blush
WOW! I love your pics! eeek eeek eeek love love love
You are one HOT, GORGEOUS BABE! And you are not an SG because...???? wink wink wink
You like some of the same TV shows I do...Chappelle fuckin' ROCKS! biggrin biggrin biggrin
Thanks again,
Lacey420
kiss kiss kiss
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I need help.

I am low.

I don't contemplate suicide anymore. I just contemplate running away.

I can't leave here because I have no where to go....

and I have met a really great guy who I don't want to leave.

I am so confused right now.

Confused, unemployed, money-less, and now I cannot go to school this semester.

I feel like my entire life...
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dysphunkcional:
im happy ur not letting it get u down babe...

ur such a talented beautiful person.

Ur hair looks awesome too... i sorta have an afro rite now... its not the way i wanted it but itll do until i find exactly wut i want.

ur mural is gonna be awesome. i wish we could paint something together.. thatd be so cool... biggrin

is there any specific day ud like me to call on... like a day ur not busy or a day u know ull be there? juss asking before i call....

*mUaH*

love ya cuttie

E
trixel:
I'll take some balmy please. Thank you for the compliments. kiss
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So I have an appointment at LA Weight Loss tomorrow morning. I need guidance. I am going back to the gym tomorrow. I am so disgusted with myself.

On a happy note, i am doing some really creative and fulfilling work on a mural for my neighbors. It is on one complete wall in their dining room. When I stop being a lazy fuck, I...
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jennirae:
I wish you the best of luck...I think you are beautiful just as you are...but it is important to make yourself happy...I am looking forward to seeing some of your artwork....hope all is well!! wink
lilmissmorbid:
Gooooooooooooooooooooood Luck!
Hey you up for a mad shopping spree in 2 weeks with me and xartificialnight? Sunday.. I'll drive us Lemme know..
I dunno chickie I think your pretty hot without the weight loss but if it makes you happy or will make you feel better about yourself go for it.

miao!!
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I guess that its time to update. I have been busy.

Yesterday I made strawberry ice cream and apple tarts. I love making apples with sugar, nutmeg, cinnamon, and butter. Freshly grated nutmeg truly is the shit.

Tonight I am making angel hair with fresh pesto. My mother debates me that the pest is better with fettucini, but I adore angel hair pasta. I love...
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dysphunkcional:
sorry ive been gone so long. i leave in two days for home. how are u sexiness?

lol yah im dreading the A/C when i get home too cuz my mom keeps it where she can sleep in winter pjs and under huge blankets... lol. i dunno i guess i like the house to be moderate to warm....

anyhow...... im so exciting about going home. i can even wait... its killing me. but imma miss my turd of a boyfriend cuz hell be gone when i come back and then he comes back six days later and then leaves for 2 weeks. ill be okay tho....

sorry about the job issue. i hope it gets better. i know wut u mean about ppl blowing u off. it took them like 15 phone calls from me (to home depot) before then even gave me an interview (lol 5 of the calls were in one day within hours of each other)... and yah u can get bitchy till like 30-90 days later when they cant juss fire u without cause and u not get anything for it. know wut i mean... lol

thats how ive always done it... smiled and was really nice until my "probational period" was over and then i was ME... lol

ive missed u alot... u havent written me lately... frown its okay tho... well ill talk to u later sexy!

MuAh kiss who cares if ur "chunky" (as u put it).... ur fucking HOT lovelovelovelovelove

kiss
trixel:
I can't see you letting things pass you by, delicious girl. kiss
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Did you guys know about this or this?

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zenzero:
an Easter Morning Moment as Promised . . .

I havent forgoten you... more to come blush
sweetavenue:
thanks so much for the nice comment on my psw set. you're pretty damn cute yourself! wink kiss
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First of all, I have to send mucho love to Zyon for always making my days infinitely better! I heart him!

Now back to the regularly scheduled programming....

Tomorrow (or today, since it's after midnight EST) begins my real search for employment. Wish me luck. I will be armed with my resume and I will be handing those bitches out like flyers. I don't really...
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pb:
i'll have to get back to you after a ruminate a bit on an SGVA visit to DC...

and thanks for the compliment. you do my little beater good.

-pb mad
trixel:
I will treasure your comment about my rump for a very long time. I've never been compared to a baked product before, and after that krispy kreme comment, "nice ass" will not suffice anymore. Seriously. Thank you so much beautiful woman whose Early Morning Mood set is etched upon me! kiss

If didn't have my eyes already set on another, you'd be exactly the kind of girl I'd pursue. love
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The 24th Letter (Ex)

You looked at me and walked away without saying hello or goodbye
As if you had forgotten my name long ago
Now you call me past tense
You precede my stature by
The 24th letter
Of the alphabet canceling me out
One line across the other across my face
Devaluing me and what I used to be
reminding me that what...
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mr_ruckus:
Bigged ya up in my journal!
kiss
belllla:
Wow. biggrin