I am lamenting the passing of summer. I wish I could hold on to it for just a bit longer....I am contemplating school again....I wish I had more time to write and check you guys' journals. 
I have reconciled with at least one of the friends i have been talking about in the past few entries, so that is really great. Okay, I am off...
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I have reconciled with at least one of the friends i have been talking about in the past few entries, so that is really great. Okay, I am off...
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I should update, I guess.
My life is work lately. Remember me complaining about not having a job? Let me try to complain about HAVING a job as not to appear ungreatful. Dammit!! I haven't done anything fun in sooooo long because I am either going to work, at work, or fucking tired from work. I seriously got home after 1:am from work. We close...
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My life is work lately. Remember me complaining about not having a job? Let me try to complain about HAVING a job as not to appear ungreatful. Dammit!! I haven't done anything fun in sooooo long because I am either going to work, at work, or fucking tired from work. I seriously got home after 1:am from work. We close...
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tryst:
my favorite cereal is your mom. 
stiggy56:
Cinimon toast crunch!
Love that stuf! Though I don't like milk anymore!
Love that stuf! Though I don't like milk anymore!
Even though I try
I cant let go
Of my wishes.
They fasten themselves
Like immobile weights
To the cells of my being
No matter my misery,
I cannot unlearn
To dream
I cant let go
Of my wishes.
They fasten themselves
Like immobile weights
To the cells of my being
No matter my misery,
I cannot unlearn
To dream
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nocontrol:
Yeah, it sucked that you couldn't make it. Tryst really wanted to meet you, too. Wasn't the same without you and the Morbid one, that's for sure.
zenzero:
STUNNING!
DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT LETTING GO!..
if you need, you can hold on to me..
DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT LETTING GO!..
if you need, you can hold on to me..
To live is to suffer
To survive is to find meaning in the suffering
I don't know if DMX wrote that or if he "borrowed" it from someone, but it is pertinent today.
Ask me anything. I am feeling honest today.
And you should seriously consider drinking an icy mudslide. I made myself one and it is really hitting the spot right now!
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To survive is to find meaning in the suffering
I don't know if DMX wrote that or if he "borrowed" it from someone, but it is pertinent today.
Ask me anything. I am feeling honest today.
And you should seriously consider drinking an icy mudslide. I made myself one and it is really hitting the spot right now!
And since...
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lilmissmorbid:
Hows work goin sweetcheeks?
When do you have off we have got to get together and go to tims by the shore before he closes.
Lemme know whens a good time for you.. we need to have a girls night out.
Happy toejam tuesday!
When do you have off we have got to get together and go to tims by the shore before he closes.
Lemme know whens a good time for you.. we need to have a girls night out.
Happy toejam tuesday!
whypnk:
^ eew 
I'll update soon. I am off to my new un-happy job. I really want to thank everyone for continuing to post in my sad and depressing journal. I seriously am trying to be happy. I am beginning to wonder if I am just not destined to be happy or to have what I want. I have asked a million times and I will ask again:...
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lilmissmorbid:
My family and making people laugh and being able to laugh at myself.
You gotta find inner peace sweetie noone can tell you the recipe for that it has to come from within. I miss you.
You gotta find inner peace sweetie noone can tell you the recipe for that it has to come from within. I miss you.
nocontrol:
Ok, I think it is time for you and the Morbid One to pack up the car, hit the road and join me for some serious fuckin' drinking. Speaking as one who just went through a lot of the same shit, the only thing I know that can bring you out of it is to bond with other like-minded people. You've got to make your own fun in this world.
So I start work tomorrow. I should be excited, right?
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dysphunkcional:
oooo i love the lips picture....
its so sexy...
how have u been babe? im glad u found a job.... even though i suspect ur not happy about starting tomorrow... well two days ago...
sorry i havent been around cuttie... i missed u too! school and work are kicking my ass something terrible... honestly...
anyhow... email me when u get a chance k? i think imma take a nap i gotta get up hella early again tomorrow.... damn work damn it all.....
its so sexy...
how have u been babe? im glad u found a job.... even though i suspect ur not happy about starting tomorrow... well two days ago...
sorry i havent been around cuttie... i missed u too! school and work are kicking my ass something terrible... honestly...
anyhow... email me when u get a chance k? i think imma take a nap i gotta get up hella early again tomorrow.... damn work damn it all.....
dysphunkcional:
ur so fucking hot babe!
You know what sucks? Not having anyone to really hang out with when you want to just sit around and chill. Being back at my parents house doesn't make it any easier.
I have decided that I need more gay/lesbian/bisexual/queer/open-minded friends so that I can have someone to go out to clubs with. How the hell am I supposed to meet sexy girls if i...
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I have decided that I need more gay/lesbian/bisexual/queer/open-minded friends so that I can have someone to go out to clubs with. How the hell am I supposed to meet sexy girls if i...
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sita:
I usually don't do Jager either. And from the way things turned out.. I probably shouldn't have. 
I want to get a digi cam to shoot my next with. So, that's what the delay is. With a manual we spend to much time setting up each shot and it takes forever. Plus, it's expensive. But, yeah, I'm going to get a digicam next month and I have a few ideas in mind. Hopefully it'll go up by my anniversary.
I want to get a digi cam to shoot my next with. So, that's what the delay is. With a manual we spend to much time setting up each shot and it takes forever. Plus, it's expensive. But, yeah, I'm going to get a digicam next month and I have a few ideas in mind. Hopefully it'll go up by my anniversary.
stiggy56:
1. Who are you?
The stiggiest of the iggy!
2. Are we friends?
Yes!
3. When and how did we meet?
Right here in the nether world of one's and zero's weeks ago!!
4. Do you have a crush on me?
I'm starting to!
5. Would you kiss me?
Those pink lips would be my prison!
6. Describe me in one word.
Flavor! Not like salt and pepper, but the secret sause everybody wants to have, but will never have cause your one of a kind!
7. What was your first impression?
She's crazy sexy cool! A little TLC for ya!
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
Yup!
9. What reminds you of me?
The color pink.
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
A ticket to come here!
11. How well do you know me?
NOt that well. But time will tell!
12. When's the last time you saw me?
*scanning through pics* Oh yeah!
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
Yes !
14. Are you going to put this on your Journal and see what I say about you?
Back at ya!
The stiggiest of the iggy!
2. Are we friends?
Yes!
3. When and how did we meet?
Right here in the nether world of one's and zero's weeks ago!!
4. Do you have a crush on me?
I'm starting to!
5. Would you kiss me?
Those pink lips would be my prison!
6. Describe me in one word.
Flavor! Not like salt and pepper, but the secret sause everybody wants to have, but will never have cause your one of a kind!
7. What was your first impression?
She's crazy sexy cool! A little TLC for ya!
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
Yup!
9. What reminds you of me?
The color pink.
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
A ticket to come here!
11. How well do you know me?
NOt that well. But time will tell!
12. When's the last time you saw me?
*scanning through pics* Oh yeah!
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
Yes !
14. Are you going to put this on your Journal and see what I say about you?
Back at ya!
Edit:
I guess I could elaborate a little....
maybe not. I don't feel like it. I will say that things don't suck nearly as bad as they did a few weeks ago. I just wish that I could feel better about where I am (or where I'm not) in my life right now.
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mr_ruckus:
Holla atcha boy!
Holla atcha boy!
cheech:
we wish you luck-like power activity, PS
I really should clean my room. If I posted a pic of it, you guys would probably be afraid.
I think I have finally gotten a job. It's not a crappy one either. I met with the assistant manager who thought the store manager "just had to meet" me. He was so impressed that he called the DM to find out how much more they...
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I think I have finally gotten a job. It's not a crappy one either. I met with the assistant manager who thought the store manager "just had to meet" me. He was so impressed that he called the DM to find out how much more they...
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tryst:
I was really sad that you didn't go! Really sad!!!!!!!!!!!
Really sad!!!!!!!!!!!
ophelia:
Good luck! I hope that the job works out
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lilmissmorbid:
Happy Tuesday sexy!
lilmissmorbid:
If your gonna be da pimp I wanna be your number one ho..
(looks like we'll see the gamut of emoticons throughout these Journal/ Comments!)
Hope you have a wonderfully sinful weekend.