Dear You,
I miss you. Your recent visit made it worse. I am aching for that "two months ago" feeling. I know I should walk away. I just keep thinking that the next conversation will make the difference. You have helped me learn so much about myself. You made me feel safe and untouchable, even at my most vulnerable. There is too much in the way now that I don't understand. I need to be tougher, smarter, and more realistic. We are too different. I don't like to cry this much.
P.S.
Optimism in love is for idiots. we knew better.
I miss you. Your recent visit made it worse. I am aching for that "two months ago" feeling. I know I should walk away. I just keep thinking that the next conversation will make the difference. You have helped me learn so much about myself. You made me feel safe and untouchable, even at my most vulnerable. There is too much in the way now that I don't understand. I need to be tougher, smarter, and more realistic. We are too different. I don't like to cry this much.
P.S.
Optimism in love is for idiots. we knew better.
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sonicreducr:
I haven't heard anything specific about where people are needed. I was going to pay attention to the local news this weekend and see if I heard anything and head down there and do whatever is needed. I am doubting they will turn any help away.
akirali:
Optimism isn't for idiots hon. It's for people who see and want the good things in life. And you deserve them. I hope you get them 