puresauciness

so i know that the tone of the voice can convey more than the words riding along it can. Today, his tone told me that he was unavailable although his words told me that yes, it was okay to talk....last night, her tone *and previous silence* told me that her life is just too damn full to return my phone calls/e-mails/text messages on a regular basis although her words said "I love you and I miss you"

I promise you, I deserve so much more than to be someone(s) other woman. Whether it is with him and his significant other whom everyone refers to as his roommate
I deserve more

or whether it is TheWoman who occasionally acts in the role for which she is supposedly cast (my best friend) who likes to twist my curls around her finger while we are lying naked and close in bed and she is telling me how much she loves me then follows that intimately emotional experience by ominous and dark silence until my harsh words pull her out of the deep cave of "avoiding me".........
I deserve more

You would think that two half-people would make a whole, right?

wrong

I deserve more