My brother is downstairs arguing with my mother about her trashing my idea to move out and away. She insists that I don't have enough (insert anything here) to do it. My boyfriend is insisting that I never leave because he is about to get an amazing job that just fulfills his dreams. Ahem, everyone, what about LaShawn? Does anyone care about my dreams or feelings? Oh, I thought not. Thank goodness for my brother downstairs fighting a raging battle with my mom and sister. I REFUSE to be my mother or my sister. Not that I don't love them, but I was meant for so much more. So were they. But I am going to be the one who lives up to what I feel and does not cower behind some bullshit about doing what you have to do. No disrespect intended, but I don't want to be unhappy. Both of them constantly complain about being unhappy. Why would I take their advice? I can't find a decent way to tell them this...they think I think I am better than them. Do I sound like I feel that way?
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stiggy56:
I moved out when I was 20 and never had to move back in. I choose to be free and deal with the world on my terms. My father raised me well so I know what the deal is. I can hold my own. Responsibility is key. Can you hold it down!? Thats the question. 
cheech:
Glad you liked the poem by Reid. I wish you the best with the familial/ boyfriend doubting; mix your dreams with rational thought, then follow them. Don't let people who aren't in a position to advise advise. 