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So I start work tomorrow. I should be excited, right?
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dysphunkcional:
oooo i love the lips picture....

its so sexy...

how have u been babe? im glad u found a job.... even though i suspect ur not happy about starting tomorrow... well two days ago...

sorry i havent been around cuttie... i missed u too! school and work are kicking my ass something terrible... honestly...

anyhow... email me when u get a chance k? i think imma take a nap i gotta get up hella early again tomorrow.... damn work damn it all.....
dysphunkcional:
ur so fucking hot babe!

lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove
kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss
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You know what sucks? Not having anyone to really hang out with when you want to just sit around and chill. Being back at my parents house doesn't make it any easier.
I have decided that I need more gay/lesbian/bisexual/queer/open-minded friends so that I can have someone to go out to clubs with. How the hell am I supposed to meet sexy girls if i...
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sita:
I usually don't do Jager either. And from the way things turned out.. I probably shouldn't have. biggrin

I want to get a digi cam to shoot my next with. So, that's what the delay is. With a manual we spend to much time setting up each shot and it takes forever. Plus, it's expensive. But, yeah, I'm going to get a digicam next month and I have a few ideas in mind. Hopefully it'll go up by my anniversary. kiss
stiggy56:
1. Who are you?
The stiggiest of the iggy!
2. Are we friends?
Yes!
3. When and how did we meet?
Right here in the nether world of one's and zero's weeks ago!!
4. Do you have a crush on me?
I'm starting to!
5. Would you kiss me?
Those pink lips would be my prison!
6. Describe me in one word.
Flavor! Not like salt and pepper, but the secret sause everybody wants to have, but will never have cause your one of a kind!
7. What was your first impression?
She's crazy sexy cool! A little TLC for ya!
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
Yup!
9. What reminds you of me?
The color pink.
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
A ticket to come here!
11. How well do you know me?
NOt that well. But time will tell!
12. When's the last time you saw me?
*scanning through pics* Oh yeah!
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
Yes !
14. Are you going to put this on your Journal and see what I say about you?
Back at ya! wink kiss
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Edit:
I guess I could elaborate a little....

maybe not. I don't feel like it. I will say that things don't suck nearly as bad as they did a few weeks ago. I just wish that I could feel better about where I am (or where I'm not) in my life right now. frown
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mr_ruckus:
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Holla atcha boy!
cheech:
we wish you luck-like power activity, PS
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I really should clean my room. If I posted a pic of it, you guys would probably be afraid.

I think I have finally gotten a job. It's not a crappy one either. I met with the assistant manager who thought the store manager "just had to meet" me. He was so impressed that he called the DM to find out how much more they...
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tryst:
I was really sad that you didn't go! frown Really sad!!!!!!!!!!!
ophelia:
Good luck! I hope that the job works out kiss
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I am back, beeotches.

Go say thanks to my bitch, Conoconuts for buying my broke ass a membership.
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lilmissmorbid:
Happy Tuesday sexy!
lilmissmorbid:
If your gonna be da pimp I wanna be your number one ho..
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Hey Mister
Look at your girl!
She wants to move!

I fucking loooove that song right now. (She wants to move - Pharell/N.E.R.D) That is the best ass shakin song. I am making a skirt to wear tonight when me and Conoconuts and some of our girls go to Oasis to do the ass shaking thing. The music isn't always good, but there is a...
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mr_ruckus:
Oooooooh,Somebody gonna go have fun!
wink
trixel:
I want to move too. I love shaking my ass. smile

I envy your skill at sewing; it's something I've always wanted to do. I should just do it.

Hello to you! robot kiss
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For all of myself and all of my friends who are having issues (you know who you are)

A PSALM OF LIFE

WHAT THE HEART OF THE YOUNG MAN SAID TO THE PSALMIST

TELL me not, in mournful numbers,
Life is but an empty dream !
For the soul is dead that slumbers,
And things are not what they seem.

Life is real ! Life...
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stiggy56:
In the army we used to call outland training a bivouac. I love that poem! wink
cheech:
Well.... I still blame the French for weird word pronunciations, damn it!
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So (obviously from the past 2 journal entries) me and the boy are not doing so well. Last night he came with my favorite flowers (Hyacinth), some little hyacinth sachets, and a hyacinth candle. So super hard to resist. So right now, I am literally drowning in my favorite scent. Dammit! Why can't he do this when he isn't being a big gynormous asshole?!!? So...
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mr_ruckus:
That stuff is just plain wrong. YOU DON"T DO THAT! PERIOD!

MAybe this will cheer you up!

Thing I wanna suck that pretty thing
Tie you down pretend you're a reincarnation of Neferitti
Never open our eyes between the sheets of summer
gonna treat you wrong
Oh you pretty bathed in hyancith...
Gently weeping nights
It wasn't just a thing shake your pretty thing
Gave me that pretty mouth long, long ago
So I can't touch you now
Think about the love thing
Think about your name
For the days of fasting from that sex thing
Think about you
holding strong for you...
Danced you did, taking me down
Sometimes getting hard things
Think about lives And tomorrows of rich surprise...
Some thing is a reason to see you tonight
Something we could do In our madness
things burning
getting hard when you rock it
one hundred days,one hundred years,one hundred millenia
it all takes time
Something getting hot like a paper burning
And I still hold some ashes
in my hand
Pretty little girl let me be things
And Occasionally Dream
When we'd sleep,
sweet thing sway Never gonna treat you wrong
oh so close But not so really
Oh, sweet Moon it's time to all begin
I recall how we said somethings matter
We've lost our good
lived On the corner of a bed
And oh they must have your thing girl,
speak of a lost room and big things
Of oh, you know why You know why
we'd talk without knowing things
Think about the good behind your eyes
Of the sweetness in our things
Think about the bad Oh,
cutting a zero into everything
I mean it's time, its time
our good ol' time itself Was a suspect
a must have thing to sing, to myself
Oh wait, oh, you know why
little thing I'm getting ahead of myself
What's your name Pretty thing?

[Edited on Jun 17, 2004 4:00PM]
lilmissmorbid:
Hmm Hope your doing alot better sweetcheeks
Happy Friday Bugaloo style
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Oh gawd. Wait until I put up the pictures from SGVA bowling last night!!!!

There was everything: hot random chicks, hot girl girl action, beer, and gratitious groping of member's bodies...... Oh yeah, there were some bowling balls and pool sticks too, but who cares about those things.

I have to say DragonflyCQ and LilMissMorbid are both WAY hotter in person that in photos....
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nocontrol:
Beeotch!

Ahahahaha...this is even better. biggrin

[Edited on Jun 13, 2004 7:46PM]
trixel:
I AM SO ENVIOUS OF YOU HOT AS HELL VIRGINIA PEOPLE!!!!! shocked

Ok, I feel better now.

I require pictures. smile robot kiss
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So I am getting over my acute social anxiety problem and me and LilMissMorbid are gonna go bowlin with SGVA tomorrow night!!!

I am attempting to break the cycle of crap.

Thanks everyone for continuing to love and support me even though I have been depressed and negative. Every time I see comments in my journal it makes me feel really good.

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buster_hymen:
Hang in there buckeroo. Shit will always happen, but everyday you're still here is another day you haven't let it beat you. blackeyed
cheech:
You have a social problem? I think I do... but I guess 83% of being too shy is showing up to be too shy. (or is it "bashful"? Maybe I'm using the wrong word, maybe I was bashful.)
You know I like Aguilera, btw. People who hate on +ina are dummies... or they're Kelly Osbourne (I dig Kelly, too).
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I promise, I am not crazy...maybe i need *a little* medication, but I am not crazy.

Can someone stop the rollercoaster? I am ready to get off now
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akirali:
we've all been there. You'll make it through
quixote327:
Relax and enjoy the ride.

My wife and I prefer to think of it as an adventure. Sometimes good, sometimes bad, but always changing. The plus is, unlike a roller coaster, you don't always end up where you started.

I haven't read the book, but I love the title Don't Sweat the Small Stuff and It's All Small Stuff

PS Have fun bowling this weekend.

[Edited on Jun 10, 2004 8:20AM]