I am trying to look for what to change in my life to make me happy. this is a fucking rubix cube. 
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OH SHIT!!!!!
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mr_ruckus:
Whaaaaaaaa??!?!?!?!?!?!?!
buster_hymen:
That's never a good thing to hear, I don't care where you are 
My brother is downstairs arguing with my mother about her trashing my idea to move out and away. She insists that I don't have enough (insert anything here) to do it. My boyfriend is insisting that I never leave because he is about to get an amazing job that just fulfills his dreams. Ahem, everyone, what about LaShawn? Does anyone care about my dreams or...
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stiggy56:
I moved out when I was 20 and never had to move back in. I choose to be free and deal with the world on my terms. My father raised me well so I know what the deal is. I can hold my own. Responsibility is key. Can you hold it down!? Thats the question. 
cheech:
Glad you liked the poem by Reid. I wish you the best with the familial/ boyfriend doubting; mix your dreams with rational thought, then follow them. Don't let people who aren't in a position to advise advise. 
I am getting strep
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lilmissmorbid:
Oh I love your newe profile pic.
Yummalicious.
Hope you feel better sweetie
Have a ball swingin Tuesday!!!
Yummalicious.
Hope you feel better sweetie
Have a ball swingin Tuesday!!!
mr_ruckus:
ICK!
Gargle with sea salt and warm water!
Be well!
Gargle with sea salt and warm water!
Be well!
So I put in a availablity change request to my job. I have decided that I will stay there if they give me a schedule that will allow me to go to school full time and work full time without being burnt out. THis should piss them off. 
Not much to update on...There are some things I should be studying right now, but I am...
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jenya:
hey there sauce.....i haven't seen you around in a long time....saw you on the fetish photo group and wanted to give you a HEY>
lilmissmorbid:
I will check with them if I get the job. I would love for you to come and watch me audtion maybe give them more insentive to hire me lol
Hope you had a fantastic weekend.
Happy Monday!
Hope you had a fantastic weekend.
Happy Monday!
Instead of checking out the site, i should probably really be registering for school. Dammit!!!
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lilmissmorbid:
Have a great Weekend sweetie!
dharmabox:
so how are you?
and did you register? i have my advisor meeting tuesday...
and did you register?
i have my advisor meeting tuesday... Is it me or is the site losing some of its flavor? Wait, let me rephrase that before random people i don't even know come to my journal and curse me out.....Why I am i suddenly bored here? Someone, please, EXCITE ME!!!!
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tryst:
you never talk to me anymore 
eleven26:
hey, you changed your name!
I am lamenting the passing of summer. I wish I could hold on to it for just a bit longer....I am contemplating school again....I wish I had more time to write and check you guys' journals.
I have reconciled with at least one of the friends i have been talking about in the past few entries, so that is really great. Okay, I am off...
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I have reconciled with at least one of the friends i have been talking about in the past few entries, so that is really great. Okay, I am off...
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cheech:
We certainly miss you at the SGVA things goin' on 
(looks like we'll see the gamut of emoticons throughout these Journal/ Comments!)
(looks like we'll see the gamut of emoticons throughout these Journal/ Comments!)
lilmissmorbid:
Happy Dancin Friday!
Hope you have a wonderfully sinful weekend.
Hope you have a wonderfully sinful weekend.
I should update, I guess.
My life is work lately. Remember me complaining about not having a job? Let me try to complain about HAVING a job as not to appear ungreatful. Dammit!! I haven't done anything fun in sooooo long because I am either going to work, at work, or fucking tired from work. I seriously got home after 1:am from work. We close...
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My life is work lately. Remember me complaining about not having a job? Let me try to complain about HAVING a job as not to appear ungreatful. Dammit!! I haven't done anything fun in sooooo long because I am either going to work, at work, or fucking tired from work. I seriously got home after 1:am from work. We close...
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tryst:
my favorite cereal is your mom.
stiggy56:
Cinimon toast crunch!
Love that stuf! Though I don't like milk anymore!
Love that stuf! Though I don't like milk anymore!
Even though I try
I cant let go
Of my wishes.
They fasten themselves
Like immobile weights
To the cells of my being
No matter my misery,
I cannot unlearn
To dream
I cant let go
Of my wishes.
They fasten themselves
Like immobile weights
To the cells of my being
No matter my misery,
I cannot unlearn
To dream
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nocontrol:
Yeah, it sucked that you couldn't make it. Tryst really wanted to meet you, too. Wasn't the same without you and the Morbid one, that's for sure.
zenzero:
STUNNING!
DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT LETTING GO!..
if you need, you can hold on to me..
DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT LETTING GO!..
if you need, you can hold on to me..
To live is to suffer
To survive is to find meaning in the suffering
I don't know if DMX wrote that or if he "borrowed" it from someone, but it is pertinent today.
Ask me anything. I am feeling honest today.
And you should seriously consider drinking an icy mudslide. I made myself one and it is really hitting the spot right now!
And since...
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To survive is to find meaning in the suffering
I don't know if DMX wrote that or if he "borrowed" it from someone, but it is pertinent today.
Ask me anything. I am feeling honest today.
And you should seriously consider drinking an icy mudslide. I made myself one and it is really hitting the spot right now!
And since...
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lilmissmorbid:
Hows work goin sweetcheeks?
When do you have off we have got to get together and go to tims by the shore before he closes.
Lemme know whens a good time for you.. we need to have a girls night out.
Happy toejam tuesday!
When do you have off we have got to get together and go to tims by the shore before he closes.
Lemme know whens a good time for you.. we need to have a girls night out.
Happy toejam tuesday!
whypnk:
^ eew 
I'll update soon. I am off to my new un-happy job. I really want to thank everyone for continuing to post in my sad and depressing journal. I seriously am trying to be happy. I am beginning to wonder if I am just not destined to be happy or to have what I want. I have asked a million times and I will ask again:...
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lilmissmorbid:
My family and making people laugh and being able to laugh at myself.
You gotta find inner peace sweetie noone can tell you the recipe for that it has to come from within. I miss you.
You gotta find inner peace sweetie noone can tell you the recipe for that it has to come from within. I miss you.
nocontrol:
Ok, I think it is time for you and the Morbid One to pack up the car, hit the road and join me for some serious fuckin' drinking. Speaking as one who just went through a lot of the same shit, the only thing I know that can bring you out of it is to bond with other like-minded people. You've got to make your own fun in this world.
she's got me fucking begging now what has this world come to?
i hope you can get things together for yourself but really give it time and i'll bet it will work out on its own.