"A Wasted End" M.D65440 Purefire
There is no end, even in the journey of endless slumber. Something grant me a way out, for I can not bear to live this again. These pains they come back ever more and they twist me even so. There is no savior for me, there is no love I want that I can not have, and there is no glory or material substance that will please me. Nothing so special that I can engage with to take these pains, from pains of death and what it has brought to this life. Worthless causes are sought after their worthless ambitions someone please grant me a way out of this eternal anguish. Anything to ease what I feel, to soothe the wounds I now know that can not be soothed. This calamity of a life is painful. Oh god I am not myself, send me a way out, a way of peace my burden is to great. Your truths are lies and your lies keep us in faith. I'm one to slip because I do not believe you, nor do I believe your brother of sin. Only man, because man and woman have brought me to my knees questioning this life, and what I should do rebuild or take it to end my pains. Nothing but one person can be the catalyst that starts a redemption as well as she can be the same who ends this light that I seek to help to me now.
My head is light, my life is dampened and my will is broken. End it now, before I must end it myself. I can not feel what I once did before her and it has been years since I've been the same. Drive her from me, kill her make me weep her out of my system, or kill me so I may forget that she is there to keep this pain in heart and hinder in my side. Whatever it must be, it will be for the good of me. So selfish I am to destroy such beauty, I would rather see myself destroyed and into the eternal then witness her demise. I can not see now what I may use to forget her, because there is no use in trying when one does not want to seek that death and deceit that will come to find a cherished light. In that cherished light will come the overwhelming pain to know that an action on either end would disrupt those who wish to see it whisk longer. Damn the world in it's ages that one must suffer so to only know they will never have a single pleasure that makes them humane.
Haunt me now, or haunt me in death, because this is the end I wish it to live no more. This life is weakened and the wills undone. Immolate my spirit and disperse me once more, for the only love I have is for her and I will not love anymore.
There is no end, even in the journey of endless slumber. Something grant me a way out, for I can not bear to live this again. These pains they come back ever more and they twist me even so. There is no savior for me, there is no love I want that I can not have, and there is no glory or material substance that will please me. Nothing so special that I can engage with to take these pains, from pains of death and what it has brought to this life. Worthless causes are sought after their worthless ambitions someone please grant me a way out of this eternal anguish. Anything to ease what I feel, to soothe the wounds I now know that can not be soothed. This calamity of a life is painful. Oh god I am not myself, send me a way out, a way of peace my burden is to great. Your truths are lies and your lies keep us in faith. I'm one to slip because I do not believe you, nor do I believe your brother of sin. Only man, because man and woman have brought me to my knees questioning this life, and what I should do rebuild or take it to end my pains. Nothing but one person can be the catalyst that starts a redemption as well as she can be the same who ends this light that I seek to help to me now.
My head is light, my life is dampened and my will is broken. End it now, before I must end it myself. I can not feel what I once did before her and it has been years since I've been the same. Drive her from me, kill her make me weep her out of my system, or kill me so I may forget that she is there to keep this pain in heart and hinder in my side. Whatever it must be, it will be for the good of me. So selfish I am to destroy such beauty, I would rather see myself destroyed and into the eternal then witness her demise. I can not see now what I may use to forget her, because there is no use in trying when one does not want to seek that death and deceit that will come to find a cherished light. In that cherished light will come the overwhelming pain to know that an action on either end would disrupt those who wish to see it whisk longer. Damn the world in it's ages that one must suffer so to only know they will never have a single pleasure that makes them humane.
Haunt me now, or haunt me in death, because this is the end I wish it to live no more. This life is weakened and the wills undone. Immolate my spirit and disperse me once more, for the only love I have is for her and I will not love anymore.