"The Edge of Madness" by M.D65540 Purefire
Why can't I get over this girl, I've known her for 3 years and shes loved someone else for 2 years. I hate to know that I can never be with her no matter the wastes I travel, no matter the pains I surcome. It is a difficult life to lead a life without love because you love another who can not show you the same. Are they blind are they mad, my vanity should pull them towards me. That is my downfall is I've lusted, loved, and idolized this woman. For sins of life I bled for her, for the pains I endured I only thought of her. Her image holds true to my mind and I cannot break the bonds from that. Is it my vanity that drew her to me at first or was it hers that drew me to her and kept it so deep in my soul. It is tough to acknowledge the idea that I do not love her, for she has been given my wings that I gave to lift into my heart, spirit, and world. Why does such a life demand I never seek her. In due time I will see her again but then she will gone and I will shed tears for not having been able to tell her face to face once again. How hard I try how hard I break it is but a squander in her essence that I exist. I exist to watch and idolize never to have and hold dear. Explain to me why this girl stays with me even when I force myself to lust over others and see beauty in them. Beauty of others has yet to share with me as it does the rest, all I see is her face and my want. The desire to want this woman so much and to endure all the pains I've surcome to so far, is it life that misguides me because hearts are not true or is it that the vanity of another breaks fourth the second sinister soul that inhibits the world from it's true rotation. I forgive not the life I'm given for the pains it has brought me. No luck, no chance, no desires, just the anguish of others as I sit outside the window watching in of those who have.
Force me not to seek another for I will destroy myself in the midst and in the midst is where I lie. On the edge of my sanity, the edge of madness. Bring me not she who i have loved because she will not love me back but bring me her spirit her soul her ability so I may make my own journey and forget of her beauty. As it passes she will survive my hearts passes and I will suffer the pains of pushing her away to save myself. Though pains are pains, hearts are lives, I'm not ready to surrender mine to the nether; no. She will stay true in my heart and I will never forget because this is the pain I bear, and I bear it to my utmost desire to love.
Why can't I get over this girl, I've known her for 3 years and shes loved someone else for 2 years. I hate to know that I can never be with her no matter the wastes I travel, no matter the pains I surcome. It is a difficult life to lead a life without love because you love another who can not show you the same. Are they blind are they mad, my vanity should pull them towards me. That is my downfall is I've lusted, loved, and idolized this woman. For sins of life I bled for her, for the pains I endured I only thought of her. Her image holds true to my mind and I cannot break the bonds from that. Is it my vanity that drew her to me at first or was it hers that drew me to her and kept it so deep in my soul. It is tough to acknowledge the idea that I do not love her, for she has been given my wings that I gave to lift into my heart, spirit, and world. Why does such a life demand I never seek her. In due time I will see her again but then she will gone and I will shed tears for not having been able to tell her face to face once again. How hard I try how hard I break it is but a squander in her essence that I exist. I exist to watch and idolize never to have and hold dear. Explain to me why this girl stays with me even when I force myself to lust over others and see beauty in them. Beauty of others has yet to share with me as it does the rest, all I see is her face and my want. The desire to want this woman so much and to endure all the pains I've surcome to so far, is it life that misguides me because hearts are not true or is it that the vanity of another breaks fourth the second sinister soul that inhibits the world from it's true rotation. I forgive not the life I'm given for the pains it has brought me. No luck, no chance, no desires, just the anguish of others as I sit outside the window watching in of those who have.
Force me not to seek another for I will destroy myself in the midst and in the midst is where I lie. On the edge of my sanity, the edge of madness. Bring me not she who i have loved because she will not love me back but bring me her spirit her soul her ability so I may make my own journey and forget of her beauty. As it passes she will survive my hearts passes and I will suffer the pains of pushing her away to save myself. Though pains are pains, hearts are lives, I'm not ready to surrender mine to the nether; no. She will stay true in my heart and I will never forget because this is the pain I bear, and I bear it to my utmost desire to love.
darksphere:
Yeah, I hear you on that one.