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Was hoping to update you all with photos today..
Although had to postpone shoot due to personal dramas *sigh* well the fact I'd been crying my eyes out and not looking best. Damn. Next time
Had fun weekend up till then... . .
Shopping on Saturday; bought black mini dress (v sexy) red heels new lace up stockings and lingerie
CK watch as a birthday present then out to late dinner/drinks with friends that night
Sunday morning grr it's never ending GRR
The usual fights over my boyfriends ex interferring why ive been down lately
Shes so manipulative it drives me crazy and his attitude doesn't help.
I'd never let anyone hurt those I care about !! ! !!
Why would you want to fuck up someone elses relationship, when we're so happy together, don't think she even wants to be with him, just thinks she owns him, maybe, no fucken sympathy anyway. Lot history there also whole situation makes me want to throw up
Acts cold hearted crazy bitch *sob* *sob*
Long.. Long.. Long.. story, we're not even going to go there. Could rant and rave all night
But in the end. It's never resolved!
Have to sweep all under the rug spose have tried every other way to confront issue.
Fingers crossed this karma shit is for real
I've taken enough crap
Just want my secure relationship back
Just want to smile again
Just want to feel loved and to love back
Not this distrusting and paranoid. I'm playing dumb with her she thinks I don't know whats going on but probably easier this way.. Meh... In the end hes with me.
For as long as I can handle the drama. Shouldn't have to stress for my man.

XXX
Until... ... ... ...