pupnamedtwat

I need to meet some guys out of work. I am all of a sudden best friends with a bouncer from work and having daily drama with the DJ I have been seeing off and on. We just have never seen eye to eye and my new friend is so much more attractive to me right now.
I guess I am just too impatient, expect too much, pushy, and etc. but if it doesn't work, it doesn't work, right? I want to just break it off and stay away from each other because I am sure I will get over it. I really don't want to fight or be stressed anymore. I feel like I am contantly giving in and giving chances in this relationship and OF COURSE- nothing changes. And because I am the only one that gets pissed off, I am the CRAZY BITCH.
Problem is that he wants to move into my one bedroom apt. at the end of the month because he needs financial help. Having been friends for a while now, I feel bad saying no, but that will mean many fights for sure in the future!!! And it is not my fault he can't get his act together at 40. I have my own responsibility issues.
I have learned a lesson. Don't get sucked into a relationship that you never wanted to be in in the first place.