The events of the last few months have left me rather feeling rather confused about what I really want right now.
I'm in two minds, part of me knows what's best for me is to just enjoy the single life, go out, take each night as it comes, not get involved with anyone seriously, my recent experiences have shown me I'm still too vulnerable for anything serious. I'm hoping this front may improve once I get my own place sorted, knowing I can always invite someone back with me might give me the confidence boost I need, I'm really shit at going up to someone and starting conversation.
However at the same time, I could really do with the companionship, so much of what I do is no fun on my own and it does get rather lonely at home :/
Bah, I talk about this way often, the damage my ex did I guess.
I saw US Bombs supported by the Asbo Retards, the band my friend is the new guitarist for, able to absolutely go mental for a couple of hours was so liberating.
