Not quite sure where to begin here, I didn't ask the girl directly if she was interested or not last night like I said would, had opportunities too it just didn't feel right to do so. However when she was alone with one of my female friends, she asked about us, the girl said she had been in 2 really shitty relationships before and wanted to remain single for a while and that she did like me but was worried she had been sending me the wrong signals, which does all make sense now that I think about it. And actually I think things went well last night, once the main band came on she pretty much stayed close to me in the crowd and after the band was finished stuck with me while I got a drink rather than go outside to talk to everyone else. When she left I said goodbye last as she walking out the door and she looked back at me. Has to be a good sign right?
I feel so shitty for assuming she was using me, how could I think that of someone who's also had some shitty experiences? Makes me feel just awful.
But for now I think I've been well and truly friendzoned -_- Though I haven't lost hope, as my friend who spoke to her said, I should just carry on being the nice guy that I am and wait for her to make the move when she's ready. She's told me I shouldn't pin everything on one person is, thing is she's going to be hanging out with us a lot, I wouldn't feel at all comfortable going after someone else in front of her in case something were to happen or someone else were to move in on her and I missed my chance, she kinda blows my mind, ha.
Anyway, here's The Distillers.
http://youtu.be/b_8U93SvVyY
