punx_

I JUST REALLY DON'T KNOW ANY MORE. I REALLY FEEL LIKE SHE'S JUST USING ME BECAUSE OF MY FRIENDS, SHE KEEPS COMING TO HANG OUT WITH ME, WON'T TELL ME SHE NOT INTERESTED, IS CONSTANTLY BEING TEXTED AND CALLED BY HER "EX" BOYFRIEND DEMANDING TO WHERE SHE IS. SHE TOLD ME HE WAS IN THE PAST, HISTORY YET SHE CLEARLY STILL DOES EVERYTHING HE SAYS. HAVING COMPLETELY BACKED OFF THE LAST COUPLE OF TIMES WE MET I MADE MOVE AFTER MOVE TONIGHT ONLY TO BE CASUALLY IGNORED, HELL SHE EVEN TO STOP HERSELF CALLING HIM HER BOYFRIEND SPEAKING TO SOMEONE ELSE. I THINK SHE JUST WANTS TO BE FRIENDS WITH MY FRIENDS AND I WAS HER WAY IN, WELL THEY CAN SEE THIS, ONE OF THEM IS WHO SAID THIS TO ME. I'M SO FED UP WITH BEING NICE TO PEOPLE, I'VE BEEN SO UNBELIEVABLY GOOD TO HER AND I FEEL SO COMPLETELY USED. WELL FUCK IT, IF ANY ONE WANTS ME THEY HAVE TO COME AFTER ME NOW, I'M ON EMOTIONAL LOCK DOWN, I'M NOT CHASING ANYONE, I'M DONE BEING USED.

THIS IS ME NOW...

Reel Big Fish

I Really just want to stay in bed all weekend in now, I really want to go to the SGUK meet today, so many awesome people to meet but this has really struck me a blow and I want to just not face the world for a few days.

PS. I hate this new layout, I can't embed a video then for some reason when I tried to link it my entire blog became a hyperlink and is all in capitals -.-