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Just need to have a little vent.

I saw my ex for the first time since we broke contact 8 months ago and her boyfriend (the guy she left me for) in town yesterday. They were walking in the opposite direction in front of the shopping centre and literally passed within a few feet of me, luckily I didn't spot them until they were just walking past as I was ravelling up my headphones, I say luckily because if I had spotted them sooner I may have said something I'd later regret.

And well it was like running into a wall, seeing a ghost, all that sort of stuff, I had to stop and lean against a wall just to get my thoughts together. But I'm also proud of myself, I did what I always said I would which is hold my head high and walk straight by without saying a word. Whilst it hit me hard it was nowhere near as bad as I thought it would be.

Pretty sure she recognised me as I could recognise her tone of voice, making an obvious attempt to appear in conversation, even though I had sunglasses on and my hair was down and a different colour, also wearing my custom denim vest which I didn't have when I was with her. How pathetic is that? She has to make an over the top attempt to appear happy whilst I can just walk past in silence, says it all really?

Safe to say I'm moving on nicely
Now all I need is a new lovely young lady of my own