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This weekend has been a massive bust, was suppose to be going out with colleagues Friday night, they started at 5 but I didn't finish work until 10 but by the time I was done they were going home! Friday night, pay day too and they were done by 10! LIGHTWEIGHTS! Tonight there was a chance of going with my mates but they bailed too so yet another lonely weekend of fuck all for me which I really didn't need.

For the most part I'm over my ex I think (but I've thought that before) right now it's mainly just anger at the c*** she ran off with, but that's normal I guess. Who wouldn't be angry with a person who did that?

I just want make some new friends now, mainly people I can go to gigs with as my mates are more what society considers "normal" they go to ordinary night clubs and won't go to gigs with me, so I go to these clubs and get stared at and have everyone ask me about my hair, which I do enjoy to an extent, it starts conversation but it's just the same conversation over and over.

I consider myself ready to start dating again, not quite relationship ready yet, but to have some female company in that respect just to talk to would do my self esteem a world of good. Considering the guy she left me for is boring as fuck and dresses like a 50 year old man in shirts with Mr Rogers sweaters or waistcoats! And if it's not to arrogant to say so, is nowhere near as good looking as me!

At long last I got into the SGUK group after 2 month waiting So Hi to everyone I've friended from there so far, I look forward to getting to know you all

Here's today's song