Its sad that no matter how tired I am right now, I can not seem to fall asleep been up all night. Its like I can't shut my brain off. 
I'm barely functioning writing this as in I can barely keep my eyes focused, but yet when I lay my head down on my pillow, boom i am wide awake and my mind is going 100mph in 4 different directions. All I want to do is get some sleep lol that and ever since I cam back from vacation my sleep schedule has been all sorts of messed up and I haven't been feeling to good I think its my hint that I'm allergic to Maryland lmao guess that means I'm moving ever since I went out of state it has sunk in that I'm still young, and can go where ever I want and see new places so why not before its to late and I'm to old to do any of it. Or maybe its just the lack of sleep that is distorting my thoughts but I don't think it affecting me to much mentally lol. Hope every one has a great day 
I'm barely functioning writing this as in I can barely keep my eyes focused, but yet when I lay my head down on my pillow, boom i am wide awake and my mind is going 100mph in 4 different directions. All I want to do is get some sleep lol that and ever since I cam back from vacation my sleep schedule has been all sorts of messed up and I haven't been feeling to good I think its my hint that I'm allergic to Maryland lmao guess that means I'm moving ever since I went out of state it has sunk in that I'm still young, and can go where ever I want and see new places so why not before its to late and I'm to old to do any of it. Or maybe its just the lack of sleep that is distorting my thoughts but I don't think it affecting me to much mentally lol. Hope every one has a great day