Ever try your hardiest and give something all you have to be better and give more then 100% of time, mental, physical effort, but then to have everything you have done all the time you have invested in it all the hard work you have put forth the blood sweat and tears only to watch it crumble and fall apart in your hands and watch it self implode.....I have and it breaks my heart to see it all my hard work everything I have given to help create and build it only to watch it with my own two eyes and implode on its self. Yea thatsckinda how my day went si grabbing the bottle and a pack of cigs and going to start the night
terome:
Can't say I can relate to what you're feeling...but can imagine how much that would suck... Hope you had a great night and things are working out for you!
punktatt:
Thank you and I wish they were but it just seems down hill but its OK life goes on.