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I'm freaking out right now. I just tried to call Becky and Suzie but they wont answer...I'm so alone. I am always alone.

As you know the end of the contest is very near...The 14th is our meeting day to find out (as a group) who wins the grand prize. I have been talking about this day for 11 weeks.... 11 WEEKS!!!!! My parents PROMISED...
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downneck:
i feels ya frown

and saturday's dinner is getting its own entry in a couple days tongue
elana:
okay so you need a plan. Go outside and scream as loud as you can and as long as you can before falling over. Once you've almost reached that point head inside for a cool shower. While you're drying off light some incense and put the kettle on. Have a cup of tea and then go for a walk. Call up your best friend and talk for awhile. Take a look at your problems one at a time and know that even if things suck right now, they'll get better.

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John! Dude!!! You rock my socks off man!


Kid

I can't believe you found that!!! eeek kiss love
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downneck:
that kid is my hero.
punksauce:
He is mah son LOL
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WOOOO!!! PICTURES!!!! RAWK!



oh and BTW..."my son" was rocking out ALL day/night long dudes! he was THE coolest kid i have ever seen. sorry dave, i found a new hero wink wink
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rowanmayfair:
Thats a great picture. Mine still cant quite figure out how to throw metal but theyre giving it a good shot.
rpg:
great pic!!! your son can rawk!!!
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Ozzfest was AMAZING!!!!!! RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOOOORRRRERRRRRRRR!!!!

I hurt LOL

Sorry we didn't get to chill John!!! Maybe next time I dress like a frickin HOOKER you and I will chill lmao

Tomorrow Doug and I are driving to North Jersey to visit Dave for his birthday. His birthday is actually today...But I am a terrible friend and got the tickets to Ozzfest before thinking about it. Hopefully...
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rpg:
Glad you had a great time, hope to see some pics of you at Ozzfest, especially if you were dressed like a hooker! wink blush biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin
stomp:
Funny thing, I was dressed like a hooker. We will get together. smile
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Little update:
There is one week left on the contest so I moved into the guest bedroom of the apartment. The gym is right around the corner along with the park that I run at everyday. Plus the temptations of eating bad food are no longer at my finger tips...mainly because there is no food in the apartment lol. But come August 14th, Suzie and...
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ittykay:
uhmm...... lol no comment on a lot of things... lol... *dazed and confused*.... and not about the chick thing i totally know what and who... should be fun watchin her sweat at the gym today smile...

i hate the heat... miao!!
tilpacer:
Good luck with the contest! biggrin

Good luck with the girl! biggrin

Have a great day! biggrin
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downneck:
i think yew need a pair of those

fo reals
blackd0g:
I have ben a sugar daddy wink
Well i'm in here CA. if you want me smile
if you want me as a sugar daddy let me know.
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i wood love to see you Red Outfit love
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rpg:
I love that dress! Where did you find it? That would be perfect for the studio wardrobe! The 2nd pair of boots in your journal, the thigh high red ones.....we have those in black in the studio wardrobe and most of the girls want to wear them for photos! Very sexy. blush

Hope you get some money soon, but enjoy Ozzfest! kiss kiss
punksauce:
I have been taking belly dancing classes!!!! Fork over that money!!
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Obviously, Connecticut didn't work out. As far as where I am living these days...Whenona With Suzie. She has been kind enough to take me into her home, feed me, and let me sleep next to her in her bed.
A lot of people had wondered why I did not just stay at my parents house this past week...
All I can say is ARE YOU...
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ambersaurus:
oh and by the way
you're totally hot *drool*
punksauce:
yeah im trying to find a way to get to nyc on saturday...if im taking bus/trains...itll take me ALL DAY!!! lol..anyway, tell his royal ass to call me dammit!
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Oh these little rejections how they add up quickly
One small sideways look and I feel so ungood
Somewhere along the way I think I gave you the power to make
Me feel the way I thought only my father could

I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful
So unloved for someone so fine
I can feel so boring for someone so interesting...
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ambersaurus:
*clings* le pant *hugs* le pine kiss
downneck:
^^^ :o
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Haha..thanks guys. Yes, the cops got 'em. They said something about him 'scouting' the surrounding area for unlocked cars (thank god I ALWAYS lock mah car smile...not that it runs or anything..)

So0o...I went to the gym today an hour (12pm) before my session with Dennis. My soul purpose for today was to run as many laps around the gym before passing out wink. All...
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rpg:
You're doing fabulous! Even if you don't win the contest, you've accomlished a GREAT DEAL more than most of us! Go girl!!!! kiss kiss kiss