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i have a totally fucked up view of who i am...meaning my self image....


today is a terrible day. i feel like one big ball of ick.

i just wanna run away from it all...
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harleyrider70:
i know how ya feel,especially this time of year.but no matter wher ya run,you're still there with yourself. frown
blackd0g:
hey i'm allway up for a roadtrip, if you are going to run, run with friends biggrin
it's not the running that willl find your seft,, it is the jerney, that where you find yourseft and about seft.

ZEN is a good way to think and look inside, to find your road wink
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I have to express my heart felt apologies to my fiance for posting that last blog. Apparently he did not REALLY think those things. I feel terrible that I spread this negitive image of our relationship across the interweb. I took what was meant to be a joke or a simple 'fooling around' twisted it around and made it embarrassing.
And for that, I am...
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stomp:
I just picturing you two staring at each other for like hours a day, and that is just creepy. smile
punksauce:
LMAO i love you man. you know you want this too
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Today Dave told me what he thought that I thought of him...

Apparently, I think that he is some sort of "dead beat" or "loser" because he is tired at the end of the day from working long long days. So I guess I am the kind of Fiance that cannot understand the high depends of his job or the fact that not every weekend...
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tilpacer:
Awww... Sorry about transpired between you and your guy. But it might make you guys closer. At least you know what he thinks, go with the communication. smile

Awesome pics! biggrin

Have great day! biggrin
boogalooshrimp:
I really think sometimes the best thing you can do is to look the other person right in the grill and tell them you love them. Just make sure that you're sending that message with every fiber of your being, and everyone will feel better. It's not a replacement for overall communication, but it helps.
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Lots of people are gonna see me...and I'm alright with that.


Maybe some more to come??

You tell me...
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junnie:
more is always better I think!
rpg:
definitely! more is better! smile
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thehunster:
I want some too!!!!!!!!! OMG SOFA KING HOT!!!!!!!!!
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another work week comes to an end. dave and i got a new QUEEN size bed that takes up our WHOLE room! lol i LOVE it! i have never slept better in my life! my baby and i are completely poor white trash this weekend...but we wil have a blast anyway!

tho, today i feel like shit. totally sick and no one believes me frown i...
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downneck:
dood, yer fackin awesome! smile

the wait is worth it when you find that perfect person

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tilpacer:
YAY! New bed! biggrin YAY! Breaking in the new bed... you know what I mean. wink

Boo! Being sick. frown BOOO! No one believing you are sick. frown

YAY! Making the wedding plans! biggrin

YAY! Find the man of your dreams! biggrin biggrin

Have a great day! biggrin
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this is me venting about a fucking ass hole who calls himself a friend. if i am the one in the wrong here....let me know. he just boils my blood!

oINtUiTiVeMiNDo: my boyfriend asked me to marry him last weekend!!!! so now we are engaged
Steege79: um, time out!
Steege79: how long you been with him?
oINtUiTiVeMiNDo: i dated him 2 years ago for 6...
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painunbound:
I read it twice and personally it sounds like he likes you, maybe your announcement threw him for a loop, he'll get over it.
punksauce:
i honesly doubt that he likes me, he is someone who i hardly ever talk to but have known for years now. he is engaged as well to be married and has never even once hinted at feelings for me. we have never talked about anything except our current relationships and family...i dunno...but i dont mind keeping him out of my life because it is not such a big loss any way. i just posted the convo because i was extremely pissed off at the things he said and how it made me feel. i guess it is just the fact that being engaged to the man of my dreams, i really never expected there to be any negative feedback. and the fact that he was telling me that life is not a fairytale..like i didnt already know.

maybe it is just the angry italian in me lol
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Everyone has been so wonderful with the news of TheHunster and my recent plans to say "I Do."
I have to thank everyone so much for being so supportive!! I love you all and everyone is invited as soon as we set a date!! smile I LOVE YOUES GUYS!!


SO! Today, my Mommah-to-be and I went out shopping...Dress shopping!! HOW EXCITING?!?! I really am living every...
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downneck:
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ambersaurus:
awww so sweet and romantic *hugs* yay!
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He is the most beautiful human being...
And he wants me to be his wife.


I have been wearing his ring since yesturday and I have never been happier. The ring is beautiful, the way he asked me was amazing...there was the most romantic sunset off the shore of national park, he and I sat on a bench watching the planes land across the water....
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ambersaurus:
yea hun. major congrats :-) yay you and him! he's a great guy, and you definitely deserve someone as great as you are
tilpacer:
Congrats! biggrin

I hope the best for both of you in your new adventure! biggrin

PS Love is awesome! biggrin
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so imma dye my hair again...black is so boring..how about purple?!?! or teal?? i will let YOUES guys tell ME! smile pick yo favorite color and i will do it and post pictures smile



edit: so one for teal and one for pink...comon people!!!! i need more votes!
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harleyrider70:
my vote is for pink wink
blackd0g:
how about Blue and green strips love
those were my colors as a teen punk biggrin