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whelp. im married now and soon to be a mommy. baby logan is due to arrive december 31st! can you believe it? me?! FACE! a mom....it still amazes me. i cannot wait til i can hold him in my arms and rock him to sleep. i cannot wait til he keeps me up for weeks at a time (didnt think id know all about that eh?!?)
this is my calling...this is what i was put here to be. my whole life i struggled trying to find my place and wondering why i dont fit in. i know now...im not meant to be a superstar or the president of a company. my soul purpose is to be a wife and mother. and it is the most fullfiling feeling i have ever experienced.
dave and i have gond through some pretty hard times since i joined this site. there were a few close calls...but somehow we are making it. its unfortunate how quickly the new wears off and you are hit with reality. im still head over feet for my hubby, and i remind him everyday. sometimes i think i need to back off a little, he doesnt seem to be the same. anyway....marriage is good, baby is gettin big, my birthday was ok, (still waitin for dave to come visit or me visit him), work is good....thats about it.

p.s. i missed youes guys