punksauce

ok. i have two seconds to type this so im sorry for mistakes...


i am living with suzie still. i just got a job as an over nighter in somerdale...

my cell is turned off so i cant make any calls but i can get calls...

(i believe) doug has already moved on with someone else and i am THE BIGGEST IDIOT for even caring...

my heart is torn apart and everyday when i wake up i feel like i am sinking further and further into depression...

i miss my apartment and the fact that (i thought) someone loved me enough to spend our lives together...

i feel like throwing up every time someone reminds me of doug

...i came to the apartment to get some more clothes and shit and i found two trashcans FILLED to the dick with beer and alcohol bottles...he had a party...a party...im hopeless and my insides hurt...


will someone kill me?! PLEASE?!?!?!?!