punkoff

What a fucking asshole i have turned myself into. I remind myself of how my dad was when i was growing up.

Im in full affect tonite. Heads bouncin off the walls for no apparent reason. smoked a whole pack since six o clock. That might have somethin to do with it but what else are you supposed to do with so much nervous energy. Its not like you can concentrate or anything. you tell me. i wish someone could give me a reason. Or just tell...
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Have you ever heard the term FUBR. Well, if you havent it means Fucked up beyond repair. My head, for instance, is a great example of FUBR. Oh and might i add it is pronounced FOO-BAR for those who dont know. Is The tunnel becoming narrower again or am i just having a bad night. I guess we will find out tommorow when i wake...
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Fuck YEAH!!!! new AVAIL kicks ass.......

Is so anyone so confused they cant bare to speak to another and have a normal conversation. Taken things a little too serious again. To many thoughts, to little time. its scary.

Watching the planes fly by, drinkin whiskey down by the rocks after a long time of agony for the both of us. I havent forgotten, i just choose not to remember the good times and wont admit that it was fun. Just one thing, how could you say you loved me so much but you said the worst things ever to me. Good fucking bye....
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So fucking sad.

dance on my ashes, dance with my ashes and kick me when i go down. I dont care, I cant possibly feel any lower than you. I intend on drinking a lot tonite and i plan on getting laid a lot tonite. One of these favorite american past times i can control the other is based on fate. lol. and i am very faithful tonite.

Your overdue.

NUMB is the way to fucking describe it.