punkoff

Watching the planes fly by, drinkin whiskey down by the rocks after a long time of agony for the both of us. I havent forgotten, i just choose not to remember the good times and wont admit that it was fun. Just one thing, how could you say you loved me so much but you said the worst things ever to me. Good fucking bye. Why did you try to act so much smarter than me. I hated that. You always envied the fact that you thought i was so smart and that i was yours. You made me look like an ass in front of all your friends and then laughed. I still wont show my face around town. I ignored some facts because i loved you and had faith. However what i chose to ignore bit me in the ass and you know what sux i still dont no if that really was the root of the problems I just half to assume because i still dont know why you acted the way you did. For whatever reason Im sorry and wish i could change it all. But lemme tell you one thing I needed you more that time than ever you could possibly Imagine. I was scared of what was ahead and you just made it one hundred times worse. I wish today i had the balls to say fuck off but realisticly i dont. I would cower at the site or even thought of seeing you again. For now only time can seperate us further.