How come there is so much to do in orange county on a saturday night but there is nothing i want to do? Its very depressing.  Even if i had the energy i probably wouldnt wanna go anyway. Ihate the people around here. The good bands that play are few and far between. ANd fuck some of the greatest punk rock came outta here but... 
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is it just me or does almost every suicide girl remind you of your ex-girlfriend you wanna fuck just one last time? i dunno it might just be me.
      LOL, Oh fuck!!!
      I had a good weekend.  for some reason ive been feeling really good lately about life. Its been a long while since i was sincerely comfortable with things.  Ive been more understanding about shit that normally pisses me off.  its nice not worrying and dealing with shit thats undesirable in this world. my thoughts are rational and my goals seem attainable for the moment.  i... 
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Its been so long since that magic trick went wrong and chained me to you and now i wanna get out.
      things seem to be getting more intense everyday. From what i gather Im not wanted here. hehe. i dont necessarily know if thats a bad thing. but i keep on truckin on at the coolidge compound where things are just lovely. I couldnt leave even if i wanted to. This place has been sucking me back for the last five years. people have come and... 
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In loving memory of deedee ramone. hope life is good in punk rock heaven.
      well summer is finnaly fucking here.  I look outside and see enormous mass of bodies that plague my town just to cool off in my ocean. I dont know whether to be annoyed or happy due to that these people pay for me to live. Honestly, they drive me crazy to the point of not leaving the house.I fear them, but why? i dunno. im... 
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good tunes