Fuck dude i gotta go to work in like an hour. I tired but dont wanna go to sleep cuz i wont wake up. My dog is sleeping soundly making snorting noises. Should i just drink some coffe or go the fuck to bed? Fuck it. ive only gotta be there till 7:30 then i can crash till about 1:30. It was really an interesting...
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Today i have learned to appreciate losing.
I gotta new guitar and im mesmorized. Ive been playin for 2 hours straight. My head feels like its going to explode but i havent like this in a long time. Tends to stir up emotions evil, bad and good. Hard to explain. Wont be seein much of me probably. Dont all clap at once now.
Its late and im bored outta my fucking mind. I rode my bike to the local dive bar tonite and i found it more boring than my room. I dont understand why ive continued to go there for the past 2 years. Actually now that i think about it cheap booze and a decent juke box. What else can you ask for out of a...
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This is a shoutout to Dia, i had a good nite.
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dia:
Why was it good?
punkoff:
haha, that sounds a lot better than picking your nose and flicking it on the wall.(one of my favorite pasttimes).
Last nite i hung with some old buddys that were at one time my bestfriends. But between heartbreaks, jail and insanity we were torn apart. Last nite was just like old times. we were cracking jokes about the stupid shit that got us busted and whatnot. It was just a good feeling that you dont feel everyday. Anyways ill be on later maybe ill talk to ya.
Last nite i hung with some old buddys that were at one time my bestfriends. But between heartbreaks, jail and insanity we were torn apart. Last nite was just like old times. we were cracking jokes about the stupid shit that got us busted and whatnot. It was just a good feeling that you dont feel everyday. Anyways ill be on later maybe ill talk to ya.
cryin in my beer, again.
dia:
swimmy headed on my sleepers, we are always the only people still posting at 4 am, I can COUNT on you man. Glad for it too. At 4 am, life basically sucks.
dia:
kleenex?
Ok so i talked to my so called ex girl today. She recently moved to texas. Turns out she was in town for a couple days and didnt even fuckin call to say hi. We didnt necessarily break up. just miscommunications plus she had to go her own seperate and a little head trippin. But im still pissed i really would have liked to fuckin...
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Today fucking sucked i only had to work for like 4 hours and i dreaded every second of it. I didnt roll outta bed till 1 cuz i was up all night watching trainspotting. i pretty much just wanted to stay in bed all day and do nothing. but i never get lucky like that. Today was my exgirlfriends birthday who resides in the beautiful...
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Define white trash.
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dia:
haha@Chicago. Fully. Ain't much better up here though... white trash central, it's all about mullets and camaros.
punkoff:
haha, I just think its funny what people think of white trash. It seems to me that where im from that people think its cool to be white trash. Yet they ve never seen what its truly about. I mean true poverty that doesnt know any different. Its like white trash is a sense of security that they call themselves to make them feel like a loser. I know its stupid but this is the stupid shit that i think about when i see shirts or buttons or whatever advertising white trash. Im sorry but people that own condos arent white trash as much as they wanna be. You go a couple hours east and then tell me if you wanna be white trash.
I havent had a drink in a week. I feel good but i feel like shit at the same time. anxiety is the best way to describe it. Im full of energy and i hate it. Sometimes Id rather feel dossile. Oh well rollin with it. Ive got lots of good movies to occupy myself with. can you tell im bored.........again. gotta!!gotta!!!gotta!!! get a life....
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dia:
you're funny to chat with!
Ok im fucking bored and havent visited in a while so thats why im here. Im glad summers over things really mellow out round here during the winter thank god. My dog shit in my room at around 5:30 this morning. I couldnt get mad at him though cuz he was acting wierd and wanted to get out. I figured he was just having another...
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My dog is the best thing that ever happened to me. Hes cool, day in and day out no matter how fucked up i feel or am he is excited to see me. he gets all crazy when i get home from work and he gets excited when its time to go to bed and never wakes up in the middle of the night,. when...
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emily:
=)awwww
Frankly, I suck at advice. I like your occupation. You have a lot of sacrificing to do on my account, Jesus.