punkndrublic

okay so im going to tell you something about me. im one of those friends that will do anything for their friends or family. i would jump off a bridge for someone i care for.
but i dont get it, why is it that all my friends suck all my energy from me? im not one of those people that needs to hang out everyday or needs to talk to you every 5 mins but there is times when i just need to talk or cry becaue im stressed. well between my husband not here right now and me having to pack up my house all by myself ive been kinda stressed. well, my friend keeps asking me to do HER favors, watch her kid, help plan a party, clean her house, take her around to pay bills. and i do it. holly shit i dont have that kinda time, im leaving ina week and i have 1/2 the house packed and have they asked me once to help, NO. have they asked if i need anything, NO. have they even come over and hung out recently and just talked to get my mind from the crazyness, NO. i just need a break and i would think that my friends do that for me. im so confused, and tired. maybe im being really sensitive but i think i have a right to feel like this. RIGHT??