am i dumb enough to believe that it is only me?
yes, yes i am.
i just found out that frozen corona doesn't make coronas taste better. in fact, it tastes pretty shitty. but i have opted to spend this night alone. so let's get this started.
i'm actually pretty lame so this proclaimed one person party will probably end up with me watching some mediocre tv and writing a bunch of blogs with good song lyrics i like.
however, the abundent supply of alcohol i keep, sadly, or not so sadly more so for others, not for me. is just there waiting. maybe i could take the pussy appraoch and down a bunch of shots and write and see what comes of it? you know how supposedly people drink absinthe and come up with some creative shit? i feel this foul mood coming on because i'm being teased and i want to know. and i'm a cat and curiosity will be the death of me. and i just deemed anticipation both a great joy and one of the most gut wrenching feelings ever. double edged sword if you will. i should know better than to come to my blog during the onset of a pissy mood. i have written many a great unpublished ones like that and they mainly consist of the word fuck being thrown out too much. like i have so many thoughts and much i want to convey. but i cannot seem to get my anger or frustration across without just saying fuckity fuck fuck FUCK. and then i take some cheap shots, write and speak well below my capabilities and call it a night. dfhdarkhbg,kc! sometimes things are too much that all you can really say is fuck and that's the best way to make sense of it all
arrrrrrr
my brain works too fast.
i want to know i want to know i want to know
waiting sucks
and after fuckface (theres that cheap shot) i vowed i would never wait again. i waited 40 days for C and i thought i would die. i've now waited like 500 days or something and well, yeah i still feel like i'm gonna die.
haha i'm going loopy and just need to keep typing.
under normal circumstances i would post this as private because i just come across as fucking stupid.
but i cant post it private when i just silently or not so silently bitched about yours being private.
it's ok maybe me coming off as stupid will take away from the fact that in all my other posts i come across as
terribly
fucking
desperate
the end.
yes, yes i am.
i just found out that frozen corona doesn't make coronas taste better. in fact, it tastes pretty shitty. but i have opted to spend this night alone. so let's get this started.
i'm actually pretty lame so this proclaimed one person party will probably end up with me watching some mediocre tv and writing a bunch of blogs with good song lyrics i like.
however, the abundent supply of alcohol i keep, sadly, or not so sadly more so for others, not for me. is just there waiting. maybe i could take the pussy appraoch and down a bunch of shots and write and see what comes of it? you know how supposedly people drink absinthe and come up with some creative shit? i feel this foul mood coming on because i'm being teased and i want to know. and i'm a cat and curiosity will be the death of me. and i just deemed anticipation both a great joy and one of the most gut wrenching feelings ever. double edged sword if you will. i should know better than to come to my blog during the onset of a pissy mood. i have written many a great unpublished ones like that and they mainly consist of the word fuck being thrown out too much. like i have so many thoughts and much i want to convey. but i cannot seem to get my anger or frustration across without just saying fuckity fuck fuck FUCK. and then i take some cheap shots, write and speak well below my capabilities and call it a night. dfhdarkhbg,kc! sometimes things are too much that all you can really say is fuck and that's the best way to make sense of it all
arrrrrrr
my brain works too fast.
i want to know i want to know i want to know
waiting sucks
and after fuckface (theres that cheap shot) i vowed i would never wait again. i waited 40 days for C and i thought i would die. i've now waited like 500 days or something and well, yeah i still feel like i'm gonna die.
haha i'm going loopy and just need to keep typing.
under normal circumstances i would post this as private because i just come across as fucking stupid.
but i cant post it private when i just silently or not so silently bitched about yours being private.
it's ok maybe me coming off as stupid will take away from the fact that in all my other posts i come across as
terribly
fucking
desperate
the end.
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so frozen corona is no good....thats a suprise, it hought it would of been good shit.. fuck