punkie

so tell me why my family has to hate me?
they kicked me out a couple months ago and have been the most hateful people to me since then.
the worst part about it is my little sister.
she's 11 and i love her to death.
well i've been talking to her on myspace cuz its the only way i can. she stopped writing me back but was reading the messages. i asked her why she wasnt talking to me and she totally went off.
she told me she cant do snap and do everything i want her to and that she has friends to talk to..
it really broke my heart
also, she has a bunch of other sisters from her dad's family(we have different dads) and all of them are on her friends list.....but im not.
i know that sounds trivial but she's young and myspace is important to her. i've been the only sister she's known up until last march. i've helped her so much and she doesnt even care about me. i could really care less if my parents dont care, they didnt raise me until 3 years ago so what's the difference? but my little sister?! i just hope that bitch that gave birth to me isnt feeding her lies and bull shit trying to get my sis on her side.
its so sad and i hate that this is happening to me. i've never felt so worthless in my life.

i wish there was a crying smilie cuz i would put that