well i have posted in awhile, ive been rather lazy lately and havent conjured enough ambition to do a whole lot.. i guess ill start with the hawthorne heights show on saturday which wasnt too bad but ive definitely been a better shows... im not a particularly big fan of HH but i wanted to see the bands that opened for them bleed the dream, emery, and anberlin.. emery and BTD were amazing so the show was worth it just to see those two play, anberlin dropped out so i was a little disappointed by that.. hh was absolutely piss poor they dont interact with the crowd like other bands ive seen so that pissed me off.. other than that ive been floating through the last couple of days booze and drug free.. i dont know how much longer i can make it without the help of a chemical.. as for now everything seems to be going along fine, with school and family and friends, but im sure its only a matter of time until something drastically goes wrong and i find myself in a chemically altered state of mind.. well thats all i got for now, so long and thanks for all the shoes.
sincerely,
me
sincerely,
me
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strangekitty:
meow! booze-free is good, but there's nothing wrong with smoking a joint or two, or four... if u need help to relax. 
maybe i'm a bad influence, but it works for me.
maybe i'm a bad influence, but it works for me.
strangekitty:
i always feel so bad when people have that reaction to smoking...it helps me a lot! maybe get some insanely good stuff? i dunno... feel better 
i always feel so bad when people have that reaction to smoking...it helps me a lot! maybe get some insanely good stuff? i dunno... feel better