punishme

oh how i hate the city i currently live in, but why is it that everytime i go away for a little while, all i can do is wish i were back there? guess its that i have had a terrible time lately...first the bahamas sucked, now cincinnati is sucking. ah man, its always something.

which leads me to my next point....the boyfriend should be back from the desert in about a month. i have missed him so much, but i am not looking forward to him returning. just scared about what is going to happen. i have a feeling its going to be a rough time, just like when he came back from the other desert earlier this year. so much has happened since he left in september and i feel we have really grown apart. i love him, but i am soooo tired of the games, so i have a feeling i will be single again soon. guess i need to get busy posting a picture, just in case! LOL