punchbunny

Fucking Annie made me cry. Six in the morning and she's singing Tomorrow with FDR and it made me gaddamned cry. What the hell. I love Daddy Warbucks. Goddamnit.

-N

no matter how much you love someone, unconditional love is crap. And if you hate them, they will hate you more. You are never good enough. Nothing is good enough, anywhere. Burn them, they will hate you. Satiate them, they will hate you. You are their replacement. You are a representation of them. After awhile, they stop calling. They've found something else. And the best...
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Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade: BEST riding off into the sunset ending EVER. It's funny, Last Crusade, great music. Raiders, great music. Temple of Doom, crap. Sure, there are some good moments, SOME good things, but it isn't up to par. However, I can't decide which I like more, the music from Raiders or Last Crusade... Raiders has the Ark theme, which is beautiful,...
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Nobody reads this so I'm writing to myself. I enjoy writing to myself. I like me. I agree with myself far more than anyone else, and I don't fight much with myself. So here was my day: Vuokko woke me up this morning much in the same way my old druggie friends use to: banging on my window. I couldn't get back to sleep so...
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I've reverted back to days of old (three years ago, give or take) when I use to make meaningless videos for the masses of adoring fans who know no better. Shit, does this mean I'll attend large social gatherings of people I don't actually respect? Will I start wearing bunny ears again? Will I fill that void, that need to be liked... well, maybe not...
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So, I've decided Naked is one of my favorite movies of the moment. What makes me uncomfortable is not how brutal the film is, or honest, or self-indulgent, however one views it; what makes me uncomfortable is just how much I related to David Thewlis' character. He's so good. He was brilliant in Gangster No. 1. I can't believe I hated him for so long...
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OH MY GOD. Goonies is on at the same time as Gremlins. I don't know what to do. My head is going to explode. Do I have a life? I started a new script today. Goonies is easier background because I've seen it more. REVERSE PRESSURE!!!

-N

I am alive, again, out of hell back into a different hell... anyway, who cares, all our problems are our own.

I have a braclet! I'm NEVER GIVING IT BACK!!! It matches my pants.

I'll give it back.

-N

I'm on here now... it cost money. It's my birthday. YEAH!!! Worship me.

-N