I've reverted back to days of old (three years ago, give or take) when I use to make meaningless videos for the masses of adoring fans who know no better. Shit, does this mean I'll attend large social gatherings of people I don't actually respect? Will I start wearing bunny ears again? Will I fill that void, that need to be liked... well, maybe not liked, but rather, worshiped by people I don't know which makes me uncomfortable. I just hope not to fall into other old crutches, namely rum. I don't think I will. I hope this is a good idea... I need closure.
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