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moo.

xmas day was alright. Can't really complain much this year. I took it easy and ignored certain people...

work is kicking my ass, but i'm starting to form this slight emotional detatchment from it all. I fear that I'm getting rude to co-workers/customers.

But there should be a level of emotional detatchment from your work, especially retail.

ok... off to work. Hope everyone had...
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It's 2am. Chill xmas eve, it was enjoyable. Spent with people I love, laughs throughout the day, I'm covered in head to toe in Hello Kitty apparel (litterally!), Eddie Izzard, and not feeling unwelcomed by an evil Grandfather. Thankfully, on xmas day, Breakfast is at an Aunts house, and dinner is at another Aunts house... With Mom in town I won't have to step one...
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*grumble* I absolutely hate the rain. hate it. I want the SUN! give me SUNSHINE!!!

Woke up to a suprise package filled with love from a friend Adressed to... "Lady *****..." it made me giggle.

I realised that some of my favco-workers will not get their gifts till after xmas. But that's ok.. something to look forward to for them!

Lots to do today!

Hope...
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...the house is almost too quiet.

I'm unbelievably grumpy. My set was only 2 songs long, but I can't really be mad as I agreed to do it for fun and support.

Regardless, the boys put on a good show.

And now I smell like club. Like spilled liquior, smoke and sweat...

sleep. 8am comes to early.

HOUSE TO MYSELF HOUSE TO MYSELF HOUSE TO MYSELF HOUSE TO MYSELF!!!!

*blasts Bjork*

*dances around*

Anyone in SF area should check out the Calendar and go to the show tonight @ Slims!

New pics uploaded.

Feeling better... had a good night at Stiletto...

However, I don't want to even think about the crowds I will face tomorrow at work...

One Aunt physically assaulted my Mother. Another Aunt is being investigated because she was administering prescribed painkillers to my Grandmother before her illness took a turn for the worse which lead to her death. I went to a service for a 4 year old girl in hopes to be of support to friends and their family. Work is crazy.

I'm broke and I need to...
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Too much... too much going on.

Irritated. They changed my schedule at work without telling me.. and now i have to close, which means I'll be there till 1am. I'm not going to last till 1am...

It has been the crappiest 2 weeks... And I can't even blame it on it being the holiday season... everything is just... crappy.

...just keep swimming...

Did this in photoshop:
http://www.industrialdeathrock.com/gallery/pixzip/machina/art/10716144570.jpg

uploaded a few new...
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When you look into the eyes of the wise and old... when they are tired, lived a full life and fragile, you fear that you may never see them again... But you have a lifetime of memories to keep them alive...

When you look into the eyes of a child, you should never have to have that fear...

My heart goes out...

What a fragile...
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