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One Aunt physically assaulted my Mother. Another Aunt is being investigated because she was administering prescribed painkillers to my Grandmother before her illness took a turn for the worse which lead to her death. I went to a service for a 4 year old girl in hopes to be of support to friends and their family. Work is crazy.

I'm broke and I need to get the oil changed in the car if I plan on driving to see my Mother for xmas day. I need new windsheild wipers caues the ones I have don't work much. I still have a few gifts to make. I'll need to eat this week. I'll need gas money this week.

I don't know what to do. I'm normally a chipper find-the-bright-side-to-everything kinda gal... and I'm bothered that I simply am lost...