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A sense of urgency, emergency - I feel wanted back. It's nice...

Maybe this one will work out. I'm taking my time - I have no rush to set myself up for hurt.

In other news, life is ok. Not up, not down - though I have been relatively happy the last few days...

miss you all.
xoxo

...and like every Monday, I will go out. Drink. Dance. On very little sleep already...

Every week I do this when I say I'm not gonna next week, then it's next week, then it's next week...

I'm shamelessly a club kidd.

Good night last night. Small crowd, most turned in early. But that gave me time to run around and play, and then Miss Katt and roomates came by just in time for my closing set.

Dinner with cute bartender, whom I decidedly so *really* like.

Spontanious midnight vanilla ice cream party.

Hung out with said bartender after the club for a while despite being one...
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Rude customers make me wanna SMASHEY SKULL!

Cramps so bad it feels like I'm gonna get sick.

Fell off a bar stool last night. *ka-boom* welcome to my world of being the biggest klutz... and I wasn't even drunk so I couldn't use that as an excuse. At least i had good folks to laugh it off with me.

Cute bartender makes me go all...
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Life is... busy.

Between work, clubbing, running clubs, cute bartenders, working on art (yes, I'm actually being productive with it!!!)... I sit at the computer far and far less... though I suppose this is a good thing... but all this busyness is cutting into my look-at-beautiful-girls on SG time... !!!

miss you all...

lots to update, but no time, must sleep.
xoxo

Busy week.

Friday, I took the cute girl dinner. She works at a bar I spin at on Friday nights. It was cute. We ate dinner by candlelight at the bar. I felt silly... it was no date, but still. I like her, she likes me... it was dinner.

I will, if all goes as planned, but taking her to a show on the 5th...
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Been busy. This will be an insane 2 weeks.

Been sick. On and off... but last night was horrible. Last night I am led to belive that I was slipped a mickey in my drink at the club. That is the only logical explanation I can think of.

I had 2 drinks. No more. No less. Both finished before 10:30 pm. Now, this is a...
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Polly, you're missed already!!!

I've been sick the last few days. It has sucked. Though, I managed to survive a work day feeling like crap, and tomorrow will be better as I'll get to see people I adore, spin and dance to music I love...

I'm reading Francesca Lia Blocks "Ecstasia" It's wonderful... I can't wait to read Primavera.

k, shower time.

I partied with Miss Polly last night for the last time... she's off to another land! I'll miss her!!!

Today, someone said if they could describe me in one word, it would be Humble.

humble
( P ) Pronunciation Key (hmbl)
adj. humbler, humblest
Marked by meekness or modesty in behavior, attitude, or spirit; not arrogant or prideful.

I kissed a girl i've wanted to kiss for ages last night. And it left butterflies in my belly.

I had taken my dreads out for a few days, look - me with no hair!
http://www.industrialdeathrock.com/gallery/pixzip/machina/hair/10770447360.jpg

BUT, alas I couldn't take it anymore and new hair is here
http://www.villagephotos.com/pubbrowse.asp?selected=788343

It's a bit thicker and longer than last time