Thursday Sep 18, 2003

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Excited about tomorrow night.. I'm always excited about Fridays! http://www.industrialdeathrock.com/gallery/pixzip/machina/10639150960.jpg

isaiah:
I didn't even know there were any clubs in Mt. view!

Thursday Sep 18, 2003

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Saw "Once Upon a Time in Mexico" tonight... sad to say, I wasn't as impressed as most people hyped it up to be.. and there simply was NOT enough Johnny Depp. And two of my friends were falling asleep in the theatre.

I swear I had something more relavent to write in here.. but my mind just went.. "HI...IM TIRED! PUT ME TO BED!" so......
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Wednesday Sep 17, 2003

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One shot, 2 at most... but 3???? What was I thinking. No, I'm not talking about alcohol... Tinctures are yummy, well, not really, they actualy taste pretty nasty, but when you mix it with nice sleepy tea and honey. yum... I was up till 3 lost in a euphoric daydream, contemplating little things and getting so lost in deep thoughts I'd realise I wasn't breathing......
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polly:
im glad youre doing better than you were when we talked before. feelings really are like a rollercoaster. and right now i feel like im heading for a dip.. :\
isaiah:
And here I've just been getting permastoned! Have fun.

Tuesday Sep 16, 2003

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OMG... tonight was totally needed. Nothing washes away the woe-is-me's like gettin' all cra-zay on the dancefloor with my friends... I cannot belive how much fun I had.

I FELL! It was grand.. my sweaty feet in tights kept slipping out of my shoes, and I somehow managed to step ON the shoe, not back into it, and humpty dumpty (that's me!) fell over the...
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polly:
i LOVE it, thank you sweetie.

Monday Sep 15, 2003

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For Miss Polly
http://www.industrialdeathrock.com/gallery/pixzip/machina/StarrGaze/10636816690.jpg

in other news... going to shake mah bum tonight with Miss Katt and other good friends! Mroww!!!
isaiah:
You're just gonna be shaking it? Nothing else? How weird.

Sunday Sep 14, 2003

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Very trying day today... had somewhat something of an emotional rollercoaster...

Damn that whole girl thing and PMSing and emotions going up and down and up and down...

But, all better now smile Spent time with one of my best buds... Went shopping, movies... I got a DVD player finally... and bought Original Sin...

Hope everyone's week starts off well...
vargasgurl:
Glad you're feeling better! smile

I feel ya on the rollercoaster thing...

Sunday Sep 14, 2003

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Well... no word from the friends I was supposed to go to the aquarium with... for the millionth time being flaked on... it must be national "flake on pulsar" weekend and I wasn't aware...

Thus, I am grumpy....

Grumpy and worried... cause I worry about my friends when I don't hear from them...

So... I have the day free... wonder what i'll do...
polly:
if i had the day free, we would definitely be going to the auquarium. id love to go.

kiss
isaiah:
I really hate flacky people! Grrr......
Fish are sooo weird. I sometimes feel like i'm looking at aliens when I'm watching them.

Sunday Sep 14, 2003

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Confronted friends... all is well. It just sucks cause they don't live close, so when they are close, I do what I can to see them... so to put a quick ending to that one.... all is well smile

However, As I'm sure most of you gather... my two pet peeves are being lied to... or being flaked on. Only because ..if I'm flaked on.. I...
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Saturday Sep 13, 2003

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Slightly irritated about being lied to by some close friends. I can't understand why either... I mean... what's the cause, what can justify it? Do I sit back and just let this ride out be it they don't know I know they lied... or do I let them know how hurtful it is...

It's one thing when significant others lie to you.. you fight, you...
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isaiah:
I'd confront them on it before it gets out of hand. If they're that good of friends you should be able to ask them about it.

Friday Sep 12, 2003

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So, I stubbed my toe yesterday at work pretty hard running around after closing with my shoes off. It was just kind of throbbing as I went to sleep, and this morning... its swollen, hurts and kinda bruised. I dont think it's broken cause I can move it.. but it hurts REALLY bad to move it... frown Can't go, wont go to a Dr about it,...
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Friday Sep 12, 2003

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Today as I was driving to work... you see, i've developed recently this habbit of not following people too closely. Therefore, driving on city streets, i'm probably going a few miles under some people... but not drastically and definately not within reasonable bounds.

So this guy speeds up from behind me to my passenger side... it being hot out.. both windows are down and he...
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isaiah:
That's classic. I always love seeing bad things happen to people who deserve it. Whoops, did I just say that out loud.
Hope your toe feels better.
isaiah:
You really have to ask yourself if it's really that scary? I still have dreams where I'm in the hospital having surgery, but I'm awake and feeling everything. Finally, I just managed to change the dream into some srt of fetish one (don't ask). Have you been under a lot stress lately?

Thursday Sep 11, 2003

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5am.. awake...

nightmares, they are only nightmares.

must get back to sleep!!!
isaiah:
Thanks for the kind words.
One thing that always helps me out in a nightmare is to practice your control in a dream. Try lookin at your watch or a clock in your dream, because you'll notice that clocks are always messed up. It'll be a nice reminder that you're just sleeping and it can't hurt you.
I still have nightmares but they don't affect me that much, becuse I can tell that they're not real.
What is it about the dream that scares you that much?
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