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Damn lady! You're really getting bad about keeping us amused with more photos and updates...lol. I guess you think you're too cool to waste time online at a nudie website, don't ya'? lol..Okay, anyway, hope you come back soon..dammit, now I wanna listen to DEVO.."Come back Johhny"...later babe.

Hey babe, where ya been and who ya been doin'? lol. So, what's been shaking? I haven't called you in like, forever huh? I should try this weekend, it's always fun..and informative! I can find out all the secrets you know about me! Yay! And hey, you really make me feel like a dork when I'm always updating on here and you never are! I mean, I have a life too! I swear! lol..Actually, I guess I just have so much time off of work that I get bored, and apparently easily distreacted by naked chicks..who woulda thought? Anyway, I'm hoping to really start hitting up the beach soon, it's almost summer! Which means warmer water so I can actually go surfing, I mean, I hate wetsuits! Plus, all the shrinkage has gotta have an affect! I better not chance it, so I'm a warm-weather surfer! Aloha!

Isn't the weather always the same in Tucson? Sunny?

Ahhh, it's so nice to have you back...negativity and all! lol. That sucks about your friend, good reason for you to stop tho'. But on a lighter note, as to your response in my section. While you definately stroked my ego, ( wait a minute, that kinda got me thinking.......okay, I'm back) I think if anything, I'm just on the bigger side of average..but thanks for the uplifting, ( hang on...happened again...) comments! There are so very many puns in this post I'm getting all red...but alas, good to have you back and glad that you're feeling all warm and fuzzy! Aloha...and hey, just to let you know, chicks who use the word "cock" are pretty damn hot..dammit..I've said too much...

Hello. Death definatly can suck. But it really is part of the process. I think how one dies definatly affects how the living handle it. I don't think any one way makes it any easier, it just hurts. I have a friend whose sister just past away from cancer, I think in her liver. It all lasted about a year before she passed. My little nephew has leukemia, he's doing really well right now. It did get really scary though. I'm sorry that you're going through some scary stuff right now. You can still take care of yourself.
You can write to me anytime.

Whoa....seven days smoke free? Is that your personal record? lol...That's pretty good..hopefully you can keep it up. Update dammit! lol

I imagine that (hopefully..lol) your memory of me, or any part thereof, is bettet than the reality. I'd be lying if I said I didn't think about you or any of your parts, even after all this time..lol. It's funny to think that we might remember each other different than we were, imagine meeting and being like.."Um, hey, did you get some sort of like, operation..or, an accident or something?" lol..Probably wouldn't happen but a crazy thought. Man, the past huh? It's a crazy thing. I must say tho' that you've been at least a small part of my life through all these years so you never really became a part of my "past" the same way some people have. Kinda like when a band never breaks up and stay relevant...you are my Aerosmith...lol. That's the most romantic thing I think I've ever said, sad but true. lol

Ah well, I was being the *good* guy really

Impulsive mind? makes life that much more interesting. People tell me not to change subjects mid-sentence.

Ugh, I hate long drives... 'specially through the desert, but I ride a bike so... <shrug>

Sweet Dreams

I like smoking, but only when I moderate it. When I was up to a pack a day I hated it, but now that I'm down to like 5 a day it's not so bad.

HI

Whoa, sounds like you're being bombarded with shitty news huh? I'm sorry about your Aunt, I know it's really hard to deal with that kind of thing...I still think about my Grandmother who passed away because of cancer. I think that they told her she had like, a year or something left. She ended up living with it for lie eight years or something. Hopefully your Aunt can also prove the doctors wrong. On a lighter note...mentioning the "toilet bowl" probably made peole think that we are into some really, really, messed up stuff..lol..Okay, I hope you get some good news coming your way soon.

Not to bring the emotional mood down a notch, my Mom passed away from cancer around 4 years ago now. She was diagnosed with stage four cancer as well and was only given a year or so to live. One of the doctors she went to see said or recommended that she just live her life and the harsh treathment may not be that beneficial with the type of cancer she had.

She ended up doing just that, lived her life. It's sad cuz yes i do miss her. I never really got angry or blamed someone or something. Obviously losing a parent is a void that's not going to get replaced. Life just isn't a bowl of peaches and the people who you love the most get taken away at times.

Faith, has been helpful and believing there is something more after this world we live in... You may already know this, but it is something i learned. We someone is sick that person does not want to be treated like they are sick (well usually), they want to be treated how you would normally treat them. Sometimes people just don't know how to handle people who are struggling with this stuff...