Thursday Mar 03, 2005

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Im back..also you thanks for making me feel warm and fuzzy inside (you know who you are) LOL

So not much has been going on really. I have a boring life what can I say. Work,School, Sleep..BaH Its been 11 days now since I last smoked, which feels pretty good. Mainly I quit because a family friend has stage 4 lung cancer and it has really had an impact on me. I wont go into detail but its hard to deal with . I hate death and dont understand why we have to die..actually it kinda pisses me off and makes me depressed thinking about it.. I think about it too much. I should work on that. Maybe it would help if I wernt alone all the damn time..okay enough doom and gloom maybe one day..maybe one day things will be different............
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borisboris668:
Ahhh, it's so nice to have you back...negativity and all! lol. That sucks about your friend, good reason for you to stop tho'. But on a lighter note, as to your response in my section. While you definately stroked my ego, ( wait a minute, that kinda got me thinking.......okay, I'm back) I think if anything, I'm just on the bigger side of average..but thanks for the uplifting, ( hang on...happened again...) comments! There are so very many puns in this post I'm getting all red...but alas, good to have you back and glad that you're feeling all warm and fuzzy! Aloha...and hey, just to let you know, chicks who use the word "cock" are pretty damn hot..dammit..I've said too much...
lolalaloca:
Hello. Death definatly can suck. But it really is part of the process. I think how one dies definatly affects how the living handle it. I don't think any one way makes it any easier, it just hurts. I have a friend whose sister just past away from cancer, I think in her liver. It all lasted about a year before she passed. My little nephew has leukemia, he's doing really well right now. It did get really scary though. I'm sorry that you're going through some scary stuff right now. You can still take care of yourself. smile
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