Sweet, another day off from work! I thought, humm, what should I do, decided I would get my hair done. Yikes! It's now practically black, but they did a good job it's just very different from my norm! I like it. Wow.... I have got such an exciting life I can hardly contain myself at times. I probley shouldnt post when I don't really have...
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I didn't question... I didn't know,
As far as I'd seen, life was endless,
When I realized I had to let go,
We are mere mortals,
As for the rest,
It's not eternal, imperishable,
While on the move,
Progress is the clue,
Oh yes it will go,
the dinosaur law,
Look at the symbols, they are alive,
They move evolve and then they die.
::StereoLab::...
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As far as I'd seen, life was endless,
When I realized I had to let go,
We are mere mortals,
As for the rest,
It's not eternal, imperishable,
While on the move,
Progress is the clue,
Oh yes it will go,
the dinosaur law,
Look at the symbols, they are alive,
They move evolve and then they die.
::StereoLab::...
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lores:
...Yeah, when I've scraped together enough for a new car, that damn volvo's going off a cliff...
borisboris668:
Ahhhhh, sappy, slow days. I think that without any of those I would have no creative thoughts...I, oddly enough, think that those two things are somehow related. Anyway, hopefully it passes..and hey, when are you going to NM? And yes, one day I'll visit..I swear..lol 
Work has been an absolute Draaaggg! There is good news however they are approving unpaid time off. YAY. I should be headed to Albourquerque to see my long lost friend soon! Im pretty stoked about that! I need to get away from this hell hole (job) for awhile. Central here I come....
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Found out yesterday why they are downsizing..they are increasing the pay of...
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Found out yesterday why they are downsizing..they are increasing the pay of...
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brighteye:
Hey thanks for the words of support...you are such a sweetie 
Her landlord is taking Roscoe. He lives on a horse farm and has a pup about the same age, so the dog is going to be set. She was very sad to have to give him up, but the conditions cerainly made it easier. When and if she gets back on her feet, she has the option to get him back. We'll see how it goes.
How was your trip?
Her landlord is taking Roscoe. He lives on a horse farm and has a pup about the same age, so the dog is going to be set. She was very sad to have to give him up, but the conditions cerainly made it easier. When and if she gets back on her feet, she has the option to get him back. We'll see how it goes.
How was your trip?
brighteye:
Yeah things are going to work out OK. I hope you get to see Romy soon. Or are you Romy?
I am so tired. I had a late one last night, so tonight Im going to watch movies,eat, lay on the couch and not move for 5 hrs at least!! Yay. Oh some bad news I did get demoted which sucks but their downsizing so what can I do..I should get the position again in about 3 months..hopefully. Im going to miss that extra dollar...
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mothra:
Demotion sucks. I will never work the same way for my company as I did before they demoted me. It may have only been for a week, but it gave me an idea of the value they have for me.
borisboris668:
That sucks getting demoted..really. But hey! Thanks for wishing me a happy birthday....I think the last time you said that in person was about 10 years ago....shit! What the hell happened??!! lol..Ah well, keep on truckin'...
Been ditching class the past couple of days and it's been nice to sleep in. I needed it! Just found out today they are downsizing in the dept Im working which means I may be having to go back to my old dept which is a pay cut.. Arr
Hopefully..it all works out!
Ha..have the tele on right now..Um.. Ryan Dunn is so YUMMY.
Hopefully..it all works out!
Ha..have the tele on right now..Um.. Ryan Dunn is so YUMMY.
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foolycooly:
Hmm amen to ditching class, I tried to keep it to a minimum at uni, coz it cost me too much to not attend, but when the surf called I couldn't say no, and many lectures were missed due to big swell, and sunny days. Ahh well.
Spewing if you do have to take a pay cut, and I got my fingers crossed for you that they don't.
Have a good one, and damn the evil yellow box.
Spewing if you do have to take a pay cut, and I got my fingers crossed for you that they don't.
Have a good one, and damn the evil yellow box.
mothra:
How goes T town. I heard there was some good rain and flooded streets lately. That's one thing I don't miss.
I told myself I was going to get to bed early tonight and catch up on my Zzzz's yet, here I am past midnight wide awake..damnit! I'm not happy with the Art project we have to do in class..painting squares (how creative)
1.order
2.bold
3.conjestion
4.tension
Ugh...and we have to be in groups. I hate that crap! okay well it's not even important really..rather petty!!...
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1.order
2.bold
3.conjestion
4.tension
Ugh...and we have to be in groups. I hate that crap! okay well it's not even important really..rather petty!!...
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brighteye:
Well if you didn't have ridiculous assignments like that, you wouldn't have anything to bitch about and thus fuel your creative fires now would you? 
Thanks for the compliment on my photo. I had to shoot the exterior of a client's shop window last night for an ad. Relatively mundane shit. I decided to do a bit of a self portrait while I was at it. I think its a bit excessive, but what the hell
the colours are damn perty
Thanks for the compliment on my photo. I had to shoot the exterior of a client's shop window last night for an ad. Relatively mundane shit. I decided to do a bit of a self portrait while I was at it. I think its a bit excessive, but what the hell
the colours are damn perty
mothra:
I'll post some tattoo pics once they're healed. Until then there hidden in my shoes. 
Drink up baby,stay up all night
with the things you could do, you wont but you might.
the potential you'll be that you'll never see.
the promises you'll only make
drink up with me now and forget all about the pressure of days.
do what I say... and I'll make you okay and drive them away.
The images stuck in your head
People you've been...
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with the things you could do, you wont but you might.
the potential you'll be that you'll never see.
the promises you'll only make
drink up with me now and forget all about the pressure of days.
do what I say... and I'll make you okay and drive them away.
The images stuck in your head
People you've been...
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foolycooly:
I like it, I can decide if it's sweet, sad, or both. But it's nice.
borisboris668:
Words man, that's like....crazy. lol..I own no Elliot Smith albums, should I? I have no idea what he sounds like...did I lose the little bit of hipness that I had? I sure hope not...I missed you again...then I passed out for a few hours..I must be getting old! That never happens! lol
I think this weekend I will get things done! See friends i havent seen in ages..ive been such a hermit latley..think I will go out tonight and raise some hell..havent done that in months..humm should be fun!! Anywhoo, hope everyone has a good weekend!!
current mood
:mischievious:
ps. Journaling is a bit strange.......
current mood
:mischievious:
ps. Journaling is a bit strange.......
mothra:
I'm actually pulling the opposite. I need to spend way less time out with my friends and way more time going to sleep and not passing out.
I guess it's that time for another post...
I wish I had something clever to say,but I don't. I just wish it were easier to make changes. Im tired of saying all the things I should be doing and never doing it. I can see myself somewhere Im not and I like that place very much.
I need to stop drinking so much!
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I wish I had something clever to say,but I don't. I just wish it were easier to make changes. Im tired of saying all the things I should be doing and never doing it. I can see myself somewhere Im not and I like that place very much.
I need to stop drinking so much!
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brighteye:
Drinky good. Consequences bad. I know my liver just ain't the same piece of equipment it was in my younger days. One of these days I will get around to finding that rumored organ black market. Until then....
what goes up must come down
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what goes up must come down
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brighteye:
the other chorus is "what would life be without wishful thinking?" I have been trying that a lot in my life over the past year or so. You just have to set your intentions and follow through with them. Its amazing how well it works
I am all about melanacholying it up on occassion. I can't help it, thats just how I am wired. But inject a bit of joy and optimism in there occassionally and things indeed do get better. If it doesn't who gives a fuck? Our life is just a beautiful, terrible and fucked up illusion anyway.
I am going to shut my hole and move along now...
I am all about melanacholying it up on occassion. I can't help it, thats just how I am wired. But inject a bit of joy and optimism in there occassionally and things indeed do get better. If it doesn't who gives a fuck? Our life is just a beautiful, terrible and fucked up illusion anyway.
I am going to shut my hole and move along now...
BLAH...........
BLAH...........
BLAH...........
I wish I were somewhere else!!!!
BLAH...........
BLAH...........
I wish I were somewhere else!!!!
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brighteye:
I wish you could have been there too . It was just such an incredible show. you can see more of the photos at more pics
. It was just such an incredible show. you can see more of the photos at more pics
mothra:
New Social D is top notch. I bought it this morning on my way to work because I had to have it day one.
Man...it's been 3 yrs maybe even 3 1/2 since Iv'e been in a serious relationship with anyone. Kinda crazy..I dont know why but it just sorta dawned on me today..that's a bloody long ass time!!! I think I would like to be, but I guess it's not that easy. I beleive I am loosing all emotional attatchment...is that a bad thing?? I haven't a clue...
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mothra:
I've been there too. It is pretty hard to get back into relationship mode, but most people can be patient in that situation.
borisboris668:
I know what you mean...I think it gets to a point ( and I've been at that point many times..) where it gets hard to imagine that you could ever get close to someone again..or that nobody is gonna be as cool as people that you knew before. But I think that it pretty much always just kinda happens...you meet somebody, and it just kinda flows...I of course mean the relationship, pervert. But hey, I never take my own advice so why should you...lol...Hey, I tried to call a few timnes lately..nut to no avail...I'm going to the Inkslingers Ball this weekend, so that should kinda rock...
Think I'll take the cam out tomorrow and shoot some pict's. (random thought)
being single sucks , but oftentimes so do relationships
its just a different flavor of suckage
celebate asexual playboy is the life for me