pulp_x

Isn't the weather always the same in Tucson? Sunny?

Ahhh, it's so nice to have you back...negativity and all! lol. That sucks about your friend, good reason for you to stop tho'. But on a lighter note, as to your response in my section. While you definately stroked my ego, ( wait a minute, that kinda got me thinking.......okay, I'm back) I think if anything, I'm just on the bigger side of average..but thanks for the uplifting, ( hang on...happened again...) comments! There are so very many puns in this post I'm getting all red...but alas, good to have you back and glad that you're feeling all warm and fuzzy! Aloha...and hey, just to let you know, chicks who use the word "cock" are pretty damn hot..dammit..I've said too much...

Hello. Death definatly can suck. But it really is part of the process. I think how one dies definatly affects how the living handle it. I don't think any one way makes it any easier, it just hurts. I have a friend whose sister just past away from cancer, I think in her liver. It all lasted about a year before she passed. My little nephew has leukemia, he's doing really well right now. It did get really scary though. I'm sorry that you're going through some scary stuff right now. You can still take care of yourself.
You can write to me anytime.

Whoa....seven days smoke free? Is that your personal record? lol...That's pretty good..hopefully you can keep it up. Update dammit! lol

I imagine that (hopefully..lol) your memory of me, or any part thereof, is bettet than the reality. I'd be lying if I said I didn't think about you or any of your parts, even after all this time..lol. It's funny to think that we might remember each other different than we were, imagine meeting and being like.."Um, hey, did you get some sort of like, operation..or, an accident or something?" lol..Probably wouldn't happen but a crazy thought. Man, the past huh? It's a crazy thing. I must say tho' that you've been at least a small part of my life through all these years so you never really became a part of my "past" the same way some people have. Kinda like when a band never breaks up and stay relevant...you are my Aerosmith...lol. That's the most romantic thing I think I've ever said, sad but true. lol

Ah well, I was being the *good* guy really

Impulsive mind? makes life that much more interesting. People tell me not to change subjects mid-sentence.

Ugh, I hate long drives... 'specially through the desert, but I ride a bike so... <shrug>

Sweet Dreams

I like smoking, but only when I moderate it. When I was up to a pack a day I hated it, but now that I'm down to like 5 a day it's not so bad.

HI

Whoa, sounds like you're being bombarded with shitty news huh? I'm sorry about your Aunt, I know it's really hard to deal with that kind of thing...I still think about my Grandmother who passed away because of cancer. I think that they told her she had like, a year or something left. She ended up living with it for lie eight years or something. Hopefully your Aunt can also prove the doctors wrong. On a lighter note...mentioning the "toilet bowl" probably made peole think that we are into some really, really, messed up stuff..lol..Okay, I hope you get some good news coming your way soon.

Not to bring the emotional mood down a notch, my Mom passed away from cancer around 4 years ago now. She was diagnosed with stage four cancer as well and was only given a year or so to live. One of the doctors she went to see said or recommended that she just live her life and the harsh treathment may not be that beneficial with the type of cancer she had.

She ended up doing just that, lived her life. It's sad cuz yes i do miss her. I never really got angry or blamed someone or something. Obviously losing a parent is a void that's not going to get replaced. Life just isn't a bowl of peaches and the people who you love the most get taken away at times.

Faith, has been helpful and believing there is something more after this world we live in... You may already know this, but it is something i learned. We someone is sick that person does not want to be treated like they are sick (well usually), they want to be treated how you would normally treat them. Sometimes people just don't know how to handle people who are struggling with this stuff...

yah that's how i felt when i read it. It was sent my way and i sent it others way and felt like it was a good thing to throw in this journal thing. It's something that i think deep down we all realize, maybe it is something that people are just not really that aware and do not appreciate the people they have in their lives....people are the glue that help keep us from falling apart in this thing we call life. And it true sometimes it's very hard to let some people go, but if thats the way it's got to be we have to find away to love them by letting them go....awwwh how "EMO" of me.

-O.G.E

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how r u ? whatcha upto

Sounds like you had a great one. All the best.

And if you loved akira, check out steamboy, its a different setting, but similar themes, and similar, amazing attention to detail.
have a great new years.

Is that the cousin that I met? That's pretty cool...even tho' I always thought poetry was kinda lame, even tho' I was apparently pretty good at it when I was younger. But alas, I hope your holidays rocked, which it sounds like they did, which is good to hear. I hope you remembered that every fourth year of a new millenium is a "topless Christmas" internet photo...unless of course you are too uncool to have heard about that..lol...As you can see, I'm really trying to get better at my "peer-pressure" angle....Hope things are good!

How was 'Nogie?