pulloffmywings

THE boy

is he really THE boy? or just another silly little boy aiming to crap all over my heart?

he called me last saturday. I went to a hotel room to party with him and his friends. I went home with him, we watched the simpsons. we had a tickle fight, then he laid beside me on the couch, his head inches away from mine, lips begging to be kissed.

but did i kiss? no. did he try to kiss me? I'm sure. but I didn't want it to happen like last time. shag then have him not call for a few months.

so we hung out til 4 in the morning, then I went on my merry way.

I wrote him a letter, this is what it said:

"I can be everything you need. let me show you. I want to tell you everything your gaze has stolen from my lips."

and I signed my name, with my phone number and address, and mailed it.

he should have got it 3 days ago.

no call, no heads up that he even received it.

I am hopeless.

~*~Wings~*~

"I love you... the last sound you hear before you fall."

my new quote. *sigh*


my current playlist:

authority song - Jimmy eat world
bukowski - modest mouse
breakdown - liquid gang
synthetic - spineshank
knife party - deftones