a girlfriend
that's the problem. so it's not me, it's him. I've realized that it's his choice to choose another over me, so it shouldn't be my problem, it's his. But still.... how are the other girls so lucky? why THEM? can he not look at me the same way he looks at her? I remember the night I met him, he called me as soon as he got off work, and told me to hurry over. the next night we partied with his friends, and he told me to sit on his lap as he caressed his fingers on my back, the nape of my neck. so why? he is confused, unknowing.
but when I saw him the other day and we talked.... he told me bout his gf. but he also gave me his number, without me having to ask. he's confusing me. confusing boys. grr.
I decided to write another book. it's called "The stronger sex survives heartbreak", and it has poems for the 3 major men in my life who have caused heartbreak, with stories and such. and it's all because of that boy. he's going to cringe when I make my sucess off of his stupidity. HA!
I'm a hopeless romantic to the core. and my current bitter realization stage.... wow. I really shouldn't be reading those cheesy romance novels, but I am. *sigh*
So I think I got a job at Cheapo discs, a new and used disc store. I'm so pumped. I've always wanted to work at a music store, music is my life, I want to fill every second of my breathing time with it. YAY!
So my parents came and visited me last weekend. they brought my BED! yes people, miss Wings finally has a REAL bed!! it was fun. my dad and I stayed up late drinking beer, smoking cigars, talking, and watching fear and loathing
I like my parents now that I'm moved out, I don't want to move back home and ruin that love.
I won't be able to be on the 6th, 7th, 9th, 10th, or 11th. so it's like a bad vacation from ya'll. but don't feel like I'm forgetting, I sure am not.
ooooh and all the new sets I've missed! I am now in heaven. sweet sweet heaven. I don't know what I'd do if I became an SG and got to kick it with all these beauties.... well, I know what I'd do, but I'm not sure if I'd faint first or afterwards
anyways, I'm out, take it easy lovelies!!
Wings
that's the problem. so it's not me, it's him. I've realized that it's his choice to choose another over me, so it shouldn't be my problem, it's his. But still.... how are the other girls so lucky? why THEM? can he not look at me the same way he looks at her? I remember the night I met him, he called me as soon as he got off work, and told me to hurry over. the next night we partied with his friends, and he told me to sit on his lap as he caressed his fingers on my back, the nape of my neck. so why? he is confused, unknowing.
but when I saw him the other day and we talked.... he told me bout his gf. but he also gave me his number, without me having to ask. he's confusing me. confusing boys. grr.
I decided to write another book. it's called "The stronger sex survives heartbreak", and it has poems for the 3 major men in my life who have caused heartbreak, with stories and such. and it's all because of that boy. he's going to cringe when I make my sucess off of his stupidity. HA!
I'm a hopeless romantic to the core. and my current bitter realization stage.... wow. I really shouldn't be reading those cheesy romance novels, but I am. *sigh*
So I think I got a job at Cheapo discs, a new and used disc store. I'm so pumped. I've always wanted to work at a music store, music is my life, I want to fill every second of my breathing time with it. YAY!
So my parents came and visited me last weekend. they brought my BED! yes people, miss Wings finally has a REAL bed!! it was fun. my dad and I stayed up late drinking beer, smoking cigars, talking, and watching fear and loathing
I like my parents now that I'm moved out, I don't want to move back home and ruin that love.
I won't be able to be on the 6th, 7th, 9th, 10th, or 11th. so it's like a bad vacation from ya'll. but don't feel like I'm forgetting, I sure am not.
ooooh and all the new sets I've missed! I am now in heaven. sweet sweet heaven. I don't know what I'd do if I became an SG and got to kick it with all these beauties.... well, I know what I'd do, but I'm not sure if I'd faint first or afterwards
anyways, I'm out, take it easy lovelies!!
Wings
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valo misses you
[Edited on Apr 08, 2004 1:01PM]