pulloffmywings

i slept til 6:30 pm. i was so sick, this morning i thought i would have to go to the hospital. i only drank 5 beers last night, so i wasn't drunk or hungover. but my head was on fire, i had the worst migraine ever, my neck and back are severely out of whack, my stomache felt icky, and sleep wasn't an option. i think i feel asleep around 8 am maybe, but my roomate kept waking me up for stupid things.

ok, but get this.... last night we were watching "run ronnie run" and all of the sudden my roomate's like "you know what i want? someday? to eat a woman out!" and he kept going on, and i just look at him and shake my head. then when Ronnie's ordering his last meal, my roomate's like "For my last meal, i'd order some carpet to munch on, blah blah blah". seriously, can i kick him in the nuts yet? yeah brad, i know you want to bang me, but NO! you know, i used to think it was funny, this pathetic little boy. but it's getting to the point where if he doesn't shoot himself over me soon, i'm going to shoot MYSELF!!

no boys that i like like me back, but all the ones i can't stand are smitten on me. this world is way to fucked up for my understanding...

i'm broke. last night i got beer spilled on my pack of smokes, so they're ruined. and i don't have any more $$ for em. so i'm nicotineless until tommorrow. i don't think i'll survive.

song of the day: "waiting to die" by hed p.e.

"There is nothing wrong with me,
Im not trying to see things your way.
Im not lost,
Im not drowning.
Im not lost,
Im just waiting,
waiting to die"

p.s.- Cattra hunny i'm so glad you're still here

and to everyone: you guys keep me sane, i thank you dearly!

~ * ~WINGS~ * ~

oh, i am also the proud owner of the marshall islands, as it were....