puku

Star Wars 3, collage, my destiny, the universe, there is so much to think about. community, voyeurism, and information retrieval via Internet. learning, stress, living, loving, hating, crying.....sigh. no pretentious poetry here, I'm just journeling and speaking to you, an aspect of life which i wish i better understand.

I'm going away on vacation, so i will not be here to read your beautiful words, nor will i be here to speak or show you things other than this u read here, now...then.

i need some time. A stress breakdown or a moment of change i think i am going through, really...i do not know for sure yet. I can only put all that i am in being better if i wish to achieve my goals, which involves everyone, devoid of personal greed to my very best. This is a hard task because the complexity has a contradiction. How do you achieve a better existence, how do you know that your personal view point is not someone elses hell? Or...even, how do you know these goals are even yours in the first place? Are you part of a system, will you become a system, in my view point i see it all mathematically in the sense of complex and beautiful geometry. fractals in motion and unmapped out territory, to be simple i will call it energy.

I greatly enjoyed the new star wars, i was in fact surprised. wish me all a great trip and may i come back a better being. with this i end, we should all attempt to better the world; this world is you, me, everyone, everything...all that spans through time and existence we may not comprehend fully, BUT in perseverance, an enlightened age will grow stronger than it already is.

-DSD-