pudding

ah yes, that old friend of mine has returned. i was really hoping it would not follow me all the way out here, i had hoped to leave things like that in missouri. but you can't really predict these things, you just have to keep a vigilant watch for the signs. i was awake until 5:30 in the mother-fucking morning the other night, and i...
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this is the first time i have been able to sit in front of my computer in weeks! oh, the pain. the following are some excerpts from my journal to you an idea of how the trip and pro-longed hotel stay effected my fragile little mind.

"this is the kind of place where you would hear the phrase 'honey, water the ficus'."
"kitten died in...
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tomorrow is moving day!

and there must be something going on because i can't sleep and with as far away as you are i'm pretty damn sure you aren't sleeping either. the craziness has gone so far that it is two thiry in the fucking morning and i'm running the dishwasher probably pissing off my neighbors. i still chuckle to myself when i think about the vacant apartment below...
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i am sensing very little love for me these days. even my own family doesn't want to hang out with me, case in point is my brother who ditched out on me for some girl he's chasing after. and while she is a nice and all around wonderful girl and i'm sure she makes him very happy there is no excuse for ditching out on...
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so yeah, i got a call at 9:30 this morning, which woke me up, from someone on base confirming the date the movers are coming to move our shit. it's the fourth by the way, just in case anyone out there in internet land gives a shit. i got another call a little while later form the moving company itself asking what they should be...
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we are moving to the LA/ Long Beach area!

so i stood up for myself today, and it felt good, go figure.

i'm not dead, just haven't felt like posting in the last couple days. pieces.

so today was just one of those days. it wasn't busy or slow at work it just was work. and i learned that i should be expecting an increase in hours over the next few weeks because one of the girls has a teaching gig for the next five weeks. i wish i knew more about when and where we are moving to. i haven't...
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