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i had the morning from hell. lucky for me it got better as the day went on. so this morning i got up early for my very first appointment with my new shrink, i follow the directions given to me by yahoo maps and still manage to get lost. by the time i am already ten minutes late for my appointment i pull off onto...
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i've spent the majority of the day cleaning. just got back from in and out burger, good god i love their vanilla shakes, i'm not sure how i've lived my life without them. i had to get pretty bitchy on the phone with a few people in order to finally get a shrink appointment. but if you remember i was supposed to have a 72...
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it's early. and i'm awake. this is a problem. there is an upside to all of this, but i don't feel like sharing this morning, believe it or not some things are just dreadfully personal. although when this dreadfully personal thing comes to it's conclusion, i will be more than happy to share it with everyone. and i mean everyone. but that day is not...
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sylvester has taken up residence in my closet. we hung up some of the paintings and shit today, this place looks a little more alive now. i watched the girl that lives down stairs through the window today, she has the cutest pair of leopard print mary janes. i am lusting after them. my anit-eyebrows are transitioning from purple bruises to greenish bruises, they look...
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ah! i don't know what my fucking deal is, i'm so restless. i get the urge to just roll around on the floor for a while. i slathered on some black eyeliner for the effect. i did laundry today, for the first time in five weeks, oh yeah, that's sexy. and classy. i have rediscovered one of my favorite chunky bracelets. so i did get...
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if i was really motivated i would get off my ass and get the tasty bagel and coffee i want. i am currently using all of my motivation to try and find a nail tech program within my current price range. i figure that if i do the nail tech program instead of the cosmetology program ( the nail program is 400 hours, the cosmetology...
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i could ramble about how i spent all day today hoping the ceiling would fall in or a gigantic steamroller would make it's way through my living room and crush me flat. but it all seems a tad bit irrelevant now. i think it is more important to focus on what i've got, and that is the following : i've got the entire night ahead...
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i thought today was going to be one of those happy-type days. i was sadly mistaken. and i'm not going to start running my mouth until i know for sure exactly what is going to happen, but there is a good chance i might not get to go to school and live the dream just yet. and it has me insanely bummed out. i don't...
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i got a couple of anti-eyebrows done today, they are higher up on my face than the original one i had on my right side. they are super cute and i would have picture if our digital camera didn't completely suck ass. they are very swollen and already bruising pretty bad, and i have a meeting with the financial advisor at the beauty school tomorrow...
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i've reached a new level of perversion, that's comforting. a new high/low point. god damn i love not having anyone to talk to. and the people i could talk to all care too much about me to let me do the things i feel i must do to calm myself down, or at least regulate my feelings of impending doom. i'm pretty fucking sure i'm...
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